"WRONG SNAPCHAT" |solby

Questioning Everything

"Autors note it's a long one have a nice day you all "

Colbys pov
I woke up to the birds chirping outside I opened my eyes being blinded by the sunlight I looked beside me but sam wasn't in bed anymore I slowly set up and stretched I walked to the living room seeing sam in the kitchen making breakfast morning colby he said turning to me.. Morning Sammy how did you sleep I ask... It was okay I always have trouble sleeping when I'm away I laughed... I'm so sorry sam what are you making it smells so good I ask just some pancake and I thought after breakfast we could walk around a bit... That sounds amazing Sammy I'm so in I said looking him up and down when he turns back to the stofe I can't lie his waist I beautiful and his ass looks like a peach I cleared my throat going to the bathroom and washing my face and brushing my teeth I walked to the bedroom and chanced in to black skinny jeans and a black hoodie (the one on top) I get back to the kitchen where sam had put the food on the table.. Thank you Sammy I said at him smiling... no problem colby we eat in silence.. I make the dishes and you can chance them we can go yeah? I ask okay I'm right back I'm just sitting on the couch on my phone waiting for sam he came back 10 minutes later in white skinny jeans and a pink hoddie the pants are very tight making his ass fat.. Colby enough with this thoughts... Ready to go sam ask.. Yeah let's go and look what's there to explore we walked out of the door locking it it was a beautiful sunny day and mild I like to explore thinks you know sam said as we walked through the woods... Yeah me to I used to go to abandoned places but it wasn't so fun going alone I said... Really me to sam said as suddenly something fell right behind us sam jumbed in to me I tired around and saw a squirrel I laughed a bit it's just a squirrel Sammy you wanne hold my hand I ask him.... Y~yes please he said I took his hand and hold it tight as we begin to walk again then we came up to a beautiful place... Colby look at this it's so beautiful sam said looking around

Woah this place is amazing and nobody here besides us it's so peaceful and quiet I said... Colby look there is a small circle of Gros and flowers can we sit there for a bit pleaseeee sam ask looking at me with puppy eyes" he is so cute I can't " yes sam we can I cackled we walked to it and sat down he sat in between my legs his back on my chest his head by my shoulder I  wrap my arms around  him my chin on his head and looking at the waterfall it was perfect I closed my eyes and just breathed I loved this feeling it felt so right you... okay colby sam whispered yeah I'm fine I feel so relexed here are you okay Sammy.. When I'm with you I feel always okay he squeezed my hand softly and I can't help but smile we watched a few more min... Can we got back I'm a bit hungry sam said.. I laughed of course we can Sammy what are you wanne eat I borth some Mac and cheese we could do that of you like he said.. Sounds amazing to me let's go back we walked back to the house and took our jackets and shoes off I ligth the fire real quick you can start in the meantime if you want I tell sam.. Yeah sure he said getting all the ingredients when I made the fire sam was almost done already so I got the plates and forks we got the food and sit on the table eating... So anything in mind you wanne do today it's just 1pm I ask sam I mean I would love to have a bad to just relex a bit and when it gets dark we could make a fire and eat marshmallows he said sounds good to me I said continuing to eat but my fucked up brain desides to picture sam in the bathtub now I really starting to think I might be more dominant that I thought was I the whole time and unhappy bc of it I don't know but we will find out when this will ever happens anyways... Colby sam said.... Mmm what I said I said I take the dishes you really dose off he laughs hey I go and make a fireplace outside when you take your bath okay I said... Sound good to he comes over and hugs me tight I immediately huged him back he took a step back and kissed my cheek bevor going to the bathroom I got my jacket on and got outside seeing there is a place to make fire so a but all the wood in it ready to go I then sit on the bench outside just thinking am I in love with sam?.. What if we doesent work lost in my thoughts my phone makes a Ding I looked at it it was sam

Sam🐰hey colbs are you sure you are okay you are in your thoughts a lot today did I do something

Colby 🐨 yes sam anything is okay and no you dident do anything I-I'm just thinking about a lot of stuff you know

Sam 🐰 do you wanne talk about you know you can trust me and talk to me about everything

Colby🐨 I know Sammy i~I just thought about my preferences you know I always thought I'm the submissive part in the relationship but I like the idea of a dominant part you know I just never tried it I don't know if I like it or if I can be both you know

Sam🐰 colby it's completely normal that you question thinks and with the right partner you can try what you like and want you just have to find one that also would try both of course 😅 you don't have to be one or another if you don't want to I have to admit I was always the one on top of you know what I mean 😉 but I would be open to try new stuff in my relationship you never know

Colby🐨 I think your right but what if I lern to love being dom but the other person also no matter if in the relationship or sex then it will never works love and relationships are just so scary you never know and in the next moment your heart is broken

Sam🐰 colby heyyyy if you stay this negative then yes it will but if someone love you and you love someone then there is a way it all works nomatter what if you 2 like to be the same then you can compromise on switching or what the mood is okay there is a way for everything if you to want it to work don't breake your cute little brain just relex and let happen what happens you can't fight feelings anyway colby

Colby 🐨 thank you Sammy so much for everything you are an Engel and btw the fire is set up we only have to light it up then

Sam🐰okay I'm out in a second I just need to get dressed

Sam was so right i overthink everything but I'm just don't want to get hurt again... All of the sudden sam knocked on the door I got up quietly and open the door for him he has all the stuff in his hands... Can you get the hot chocolate please it should be done sam said.. Oh yes of course Sammy I got to the kitchen and get the hot chocolate and go outside I handed sam his and put mine to the side making the fire... It's so romantic here if you think about it that beautiful house in the woods it's so quiet and the waterfall at night the stars are shining sam said looking in the sky... Yeah it is its amazing