"WRONG SNAPCHAT" |solby

I Can't take a heart broke again

He was looking down and then up to me I-I need to go.. I rigth back he said and stood up and walked behind a bush I sigth softly playing with my fingers was this to far for him or does he feel nothing for me

Colby🐨 you Allright sam you look so sad is it my fault

Sam🐰 no colby it's not your fault I'm didn't mean to get to far or make you scared

Colby🐨 you don't have to apologize nothing is your fault sam it's just - it's just I can't let my mind go I felt so good and my mind was like no you can't take a heard broke again I don't know what to do and I feel so stupid that I can't only say my feelings in reading you

Sam🐰 colby you are not stupid if that's how you can talk to me than please do I'm happy that you talk to me and I understand your feelings I really do it just needs time and that you can trust me I really would never hurt you I know how this fells just do what you can do and if it's to much tell me now come back and let's eat something

After 5 min he come back and  sit on the blanket I handed him a sandwich you want chips as well I ask yes please I handed him some as well we silently eat I don't want to force him... I looked at the water the waves were so relaxing... It's beautiful right he said I looked at him yes it is its so quiet and charming I said.. Yeah that's why I love it here even better with you he said... Thank you this is so sweet of you I whisper hey Sammy he trailed off.. I looked at him c-can I ask you something... Of course you can I said still looking at him would you help me find a place for me he said.. I have to admit I was a little sad but he should do what he want... Yes of course I can I said looking down on my finger... You okay sam he ask.. Yeah yeah fine... No you are not I can tell so what's wrong.. I'm a little sad that you leave me I enjoyed being around you I said... He tug my hand sam I'm not planning on leaving you you know that I really like you right I feel like it's good to have a place to my self you understand this right he said... Of course I do colby and you should life how you want and what makes you happy I said I just was sad I thought to myself... Then I had an idea... If you want there is a apartment free on my floor I could give you the number and you could talk to them and it's a safe place with a gard and stuff I said his face lid up of course I will this sounds great I will definitely do that he smiled..... So you wanne get home I ask yeah I'm a bit tired he said so we pack our stuff and walked back to the car the walk and car ride was very quiet I just looked at him from time to time he had his head on the window and we are back I said I tured the car off and looked at him you okay colby you are so quiet I ask yes I'm just tired he said I'm not sure if I believe this bit I didn't want him to get sad or mad so I left it for now and we got out of the car and got inside hey look it's a packet for you I think you clothe are here I smiled a bit and take it we get inside I would go and take a shower and new clothes if it's okay I said of course you don't have to ask you twink I said playfully he get the clothes out of the packet and grap a shirt and some sweatpants and Sam underwear and get in the bathroom I get to the couch and sit down I think I order some food I'm still hungry and not that tired if colby wants any I thought to my self yes of course I oder for him as will if not now he can eat it tomorrow so I ordert some food and desert then I sit back on the couch going truh my phone its bin 30 minutes now since colby is in the bathroom I get a nervous feeling I don't know why

Sam🐰 are you okay colby I'm a bit worried

5 minutes later

Sam🐰 colby please talk to me are you okay

Colby🐨 I-im sorry

I started to panic and get up and go to the door and try to open but it's lokked colby please open the door I said in a shaky voice nothing colby please open the door I said crying
He unlocked the door and I quickly get in seeing him on the ground his arm full of blood my heart was raising  I got on the ground  I grapped a towel and wrapped it around his arm i-I'm sorry sam he sopped I didn't say one word I didn't know what to say or feel I was sad and mad and angry I felt guilty all at one's
I looked at him he looked at the ground I stutt up and got a little towel and got water in the tup I picked him up and set him on the counter I put the towel from his arm and looked at his Cutts they wher deep but not to deep I got some desinfection on a cotton ball and butt it on his Cutts he hissed a bit I washed the try blood off and wrapped his arm up s-s-sam please say something you scare me he whisper I looked at him in the eyes I still couldn't get any words or thoughts out we talk tomorrow okay I get you same blankets and pillows go get on the couch I said he just nodded and got out of the bathroom I cleaned all the stuff and blood of the floor and putt the reaser away I felt like crying but also shocked and numb I got to my room and got to blanketa and 2 pillows and get back to the living room I laid it on the couch that's when someone knocked on the door I get to the door and opened up I get the food and closed the door and locked it I put the food in the fridge and was not hungry anymore I looked back and colby was sitting on the couch looking down I sight deeply at get to him lai down I said calm he laid down and I put the blanket over him I kissed his head if you need me you know where my room is okay I said he nodded I get too my room....