Michaela's journal

strong

I'm trying to be strong right now for my brother and for Eleanor. But it's so easy for one doubt, one bad thought to lead to a hundred more and suddenly I'm feeling every feeling at once and I'm so overwhelmed and I have to remind myself to just calm down. I can be with Eleanor all day and still feel so alone. But it's okay. I have to be the strong one right now and as long as nothing else horrible happens I can handle it.