Michaela's journal

i hate being the youngest

I've never seen Vie like that before. Will isn't ever secret about his feelings but Vie is like a locked box. Most of the time. Not tonight. Sometimes I hate being the youngest. Sometimes I feel like Will and Vie think I'm not as smart as them or that I don't understand. I know they don't actually think that but it sucks. Too young and stupid and weak and pathetic and broken to be of any real help. I feel like I have to prove myself to everyone, to show that I'm just as good as they are.