Michaela's journal

you can't save everyone

I don't think anyone is okay. Livi still wants to kill herself and Will said he feels guilty for asking Nico to come visit. As much as it hurts for me, seeing people I care about hurting like that hurts so much worse. I know I don't have to save everyone and in fact it's impossible to, but still I hate it so much. It's so hard to be here without anything to distract myself. I know I'm not supposed to do that, ignore my problems, but it's so much easier than facing them head on.