You know what? Nevermind. I don't want to hear it. I don't need to hear for the billionth time that I'm your least favorite. Not worth sticking around for then or now. That you think you don't owe me anything. That I don't deserve to be happy. Sometimes I think the only reason I'm still alive is because the Fates or whatever controls that forgot about me just like you did. But I deserve this. More than her. What has she done. She's the reason my girlfriend killed herself not once but twice. She's part of the reason Will's moving. And what about Will? He'd be dead if not for me. He said it himself. Where would she be then? Maybe she never would've met Eleanor in the first place. So yeah. I deserve this and I'm not going to let either of them take this away from me.
