Love By A Neat Freak Psychopath ✔

Chapter 34

Dedicated to reckkameyyyyyyyy
Merry Christmas to all again!

Three months later.

Hope

Being in a dark tunnel without the assurance of seeing the light taught me to appreciate every single second of my time.

I was supposedly resting now, but I was given a chance to breathe again and see the beautiful creations before me. 

"Ate? Okay ka na po ba?"

Lumapit sa kama ko si Ernest at naupo sa may dulo. Ginalaw ko naman yung magkabila kong braso at nag form ng dalawang bilog ang mga kamay ko.

"Hindi na po ba nasakit likod mo?"

Bumangon naman ako at sumandal sa headboard habang nailing. Ngumiti naman sya at binigay sa akin yung papel na hawak nya.

"I love you ate kahit palagi mo akong inaasar na hindi ako love ni ate Charlie."

Napatawa naman ako tumango nalang sa kanya.

"Sana po magsalita ka na ulit. Miss ko na boses mo."

Hindi ko maiwasan na hindi makaramdam ng simpatya sa sarili ko at sa bunsong kapatid ko na halatang nagpipigil lang ng iyak.

Ever since I got shot, I've lost my voice. I couldn't bring myself to talk or even to open my mouth to say a word or a letter. My therapist said it was because of my trauma. I'm still recovering, but I know I'm okay. I just need to regain all of my strength.

The bullet almost hit my heart, but it's a good thing I still managed to be alive. But after that painful and traumatic night, I still haven't seen Adrianna. People in the mansion said that she visits me whenever I'm sleeping and leaves when I'm about to wake up. 

I was hoping every day that she would show up while I was wide awake, but I'm just waiting for nothing. Now I come to the conclusion that maybe she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore because I'm stained. I'm dirty. Maybe she was just guilty, and that's why she's still visiting me even without my knowing about it because her sister was the reason why I'm like this.

"You're crying again."

Nagulat ako dahil nandito na din pala sa kwarto si Ate. Tumabi sya sa akin at inakbayan ako matapos punasan ang luha sa pisnge ko.

Nagsulat ako sa papel na hawak ko at pinakita sa kanya.

I miss her.

"She was here last night."

Nagsulat ulit ako habang nakakunot ang noo.

Why's she always coming here without even informing me?

"That's her request."

What about me? Does my right as her girlfriend not matter anymore? I want to see her!

Binasa ni ate iyon at tinignan ako saka nagkibit balikat. Tinignan nya si Ernest na kanina pa nakatunganga sa amin bago ulit ako tinignan.

"Just wait, okay? You need strength. Don't overstress yourself."

She kissed my forehead and caressed my shoulder to calm me down, but my foul mood didn't vanish.

"Stop frowning. Come on, let's just take a selfie together."- she said and winked at me. 

My sister hugs me, but our close proximity ends when Ernest intervenes between us with a wide smile on his face. 

"Sama po ako. Kapatid nyo din naman ako e."