27 - Love til Death

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As we're laying there I can't stop thinking about my feelings for him

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As we're laying there I can't stop thinking about my feelings for him.

I love him.

I love Lucien Aresius Valentino.

I've never been in love with anyone before and it's scary. Especially because I have no clue what Lucien's feelings are towards me. Maybe I'm just just a way to pass the time for him.

But he told me he's mine and I'm his.

What does that even mean for him? I hope it means he's not going to leave me. I hope it means we have eachother for as long as we are both breathing. I hope it means I can continue waking up beside him every morning and falling asleep beside him every night.

I hope it means he loves me too.

"What's wrong love?" Lucien whispers pulling me from my thoughts, he leaves a gentle kiss on my neck.

"Hm?"

"I can practically hear your brain working. What are you thinking about?" He asks.

"It's nothing," I say biting my lip.

"Don't do that baby. Don't lie to me, you know you can tell me anything," he says.

I bite my lip nervously before I talk. "What happens after all this is over Lucien? When the mission is done," I ask.

He stays quiet for a moment, the only thing I can hear is our faint breaths. "You want to know what I hope happens?" He says after a while.

I nod and hug his arm tighter.

"I hope you'll stick with me, I hope you won't leave me. I want to spend every moment I have with you," he says. My heart beat speeds up and I can't bring myself to say anything. "My heart belongs to you Nirah. Even if you don't want it, it'll be yours forever," Lucien says.

This is the most vulnerable I've ever seen him. He's opening up to me. Admitting his feelings, hoping I won't break them.

"You mean it?" I whisper slightly in shock, I can bearly hear my voice through the thumb of my heartbeat ringing in my ears.

Suddenly a loud alarm goes off cutting off any thoughts. I think it might be in my imagination for a minute before Lucien quickly sits up, I follow after him.

I notice the T.V in the corner of room turn on. It flashes white a few times before the houses CCTV comes on the screen.

There's soldiers outside the house, masses of them hop out of vans kitted with guns.

It's Angelos men.

The Silencer has found us.

"Shit!" Lucien shouts he gets off the bed and runs to his bag. I get up us to and run to him. He pulls out my clothes and hands them to me, I take them and put them on as quick as I can while he puts on his.

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