Hindi Tugma

Kabanata 54

Jm's POV

Pagkatapos naming mag asaran at kumain ay lumabas muna sila ate para bumili ng mga gamot na bagong resita para sakin.

" Mahal ko ayos ka lang ba? Ang tahimik mo!" Jk suddenly ask

" I'm ok love don't worry about me!"

" Are you sure wala bang masakit sayo?"

" Wala naman! Gusto ko lang magpahinga love kaya tahimik ako!"

" Sige then rest now! Pag labas mo dito aayosin ko na lahat ng papers natin pate na rin yong sa school, ako na lahat aayos gusto ko mag pahinga ka lang hanggang sa umilis tayo."

" Sige Mahal kung san ka mapapanatag!"

" I love you! Always remember that!" He said and kissed my forehead

" I love you more! And please always remember that too!"

" Of course I know that! Magpahinga ka muna babantayan lang kita dito!"

" Hindi ako matutulog love ayokong matulog!"

" Sige Mahal ko, kung anong gusto mong gawin sige lang dito lang ako!"

Umupo siya sa may dulo ng kama, at doon ay tahimik na nagbasa. I'm just staring at him when I suddenly felt pain in my chest. Bigla akong malungkot na parang nasasaktan habang nakatitig sa kanya.

" What's wrong with me? Why I suddenly felt pain and longing! His just  sitting right next to me!"

" Love are you crying? Bakit anong problema?"

" Nothing, maybe I'm just so overwhelmed that I have you by my side!"

" You sure? I'm starting to get worried!"

" I'm sure love! Don't worry na!"

" Tell me I know something is wrong! Do you feel something painful that's why you're crying?"

" Nothing really, love please calm down! I'm fine stop worrying!" I lied but really my heart is breaking into many pieces and I don't know why

He come close to me and hugged me tightly. The feeling of his hugs, this feels like I've been missing this for so long. His presence it feels like I've been longing it for too long, I felt like I'm lacking of his attention even we're just together the whole time. I cried and this time I wanna know why, I wanna know the answers for this pain and longing of him. But how if all I know was I'm with him since the day we've become couple.

" Shh! It's ok, I'm here cry it on! What ever it is I'm always here willing to be your home and comfort!" He said and grab my face to wipe my tears

" Promise me you won't leave me! Promise me you'll stay with me until our last breath! Please Jk promise it to me!"

Umupo siya sa harap ko habang hawak parin ang mga pisngi ko.

" Look into my eyes!" He said and I do it

" Now let me promise this to you! You'll be my baby forever, I will always be your man no matter what will happen or come! I promise that I'll never leave you, I'll be your home forever as we both get older! Believe me when I say those words love because I mean it all!" He said and grab my nape and claim my lips

As the sensation came throughout our bodies, my tears keep on falling as I felt that it's been so long since he last kissed me while it's actually not.

" Why am I feeling this? Please pain leave me alone! This is not right, this is not happening!"

" Stop crying now! I don't wanna see you crying baby I'm here! I'm always here, please enough of crying!"

Lucas Espinoza

" Hahayaan kong malunod lahat ng masasakit nating alaala kasabay ng paglubod ko sa aking sarili para sundan ka! Hindi ko na ibig pang maalala ang lahat ng sakit at hinagpis ng ating nakaraan."