Hindi Tugma

Kabanata 52

Jm's POV

I woke up with heavy head, I still can't open my eyes property because it's still swollen after I cried the whole day yesterday and today. I look around to fine someone but I couldn't see him, even my sister is not here. I'm about to call someone them when the door opened.

" Gising ka na pala kamusta pakiramdam mo? May masakit ba sayo?" Tanong ni Jk habang papalapit sakin.

" Ok lang ako, natakot ako akala ko iniwan mo na ko!"

" Didn't I told you that I won't ever leave you?"

" But still it's scared me everytime you aren't around!"

" I just bought something to eat love don't worry ok! I will never leave you that's a promise and I swear I won't broke my promises!"

" I love you so much thank you for staying! I didn't expect to much from you but you do so much for me!"

" That's because you deserve it and I'm going to spoil you with anything just for you to know how much I love you!"

" Thank you so much love, thank you is not enough but still I'm thankful that you came into my life!"

" I'm much thankful that I have you baby! Anyways can I ask you a favor?"

" Ano yon? Go on speak it up!"

" Will you let me decide on where you'll gonna take your treatment for your illness?"

" Of course! Alam ko naman na gusto mo lang akong maging mabuti ulit kaya hahayaan kita kung san mo gustong magpagamot ako! San ba yan mahal bakit parang seryosong seryoso ka?"

" It's either Australia or Paris, I'm still choosing where and when we're gonna have flight I still want you to know my plans before I decide!"

" Out of the country? Akala ko naman dito dito lang, seryoso ka ba dyan Mahal?"

" Oo Mahal seryoso ako! Mas magiging ok ka don magagaling ang doctor don, malay natin pag nagpasecond opinion tayo don mas maganda maging resulta!"

" But how about my family si ate at lola? Maiiwan sila dito!"

" Iiwan ko din naman sila ate at mama for you! Mahal mas mabuting don tayo mas kampante ako pag don ka nagpagamot!"

" Papayag ako pero sa Paris tayo pupunta! My kuya Joon and Tae are there!"

" Sige kung san mo gusto mahal basta hindi dito!"

" Pero kaylangan mo paring ipaalam to kay ate at lola!"

" Of course Mahal, tyaka alam naman na ni ate Nika I told them kanina bago sila umalis ni ate!"

" Ganyan mo kagustong ipagamot ako sa ibang bansa? Talagang nasabi mo na sa kanila kanina? Nauna silang nakaalam?"

" I just want the best for my soon to be husband! Ayokong nakikitang nahihirapan ka kaya kung anong alam kong tama don ako mahal ko! And besides walang home schooling dito eh yon ang sabi ng doctor mo kaya napili kong sa ibang bansa na lang para hindi ka mahirap"

" How about you? Nag aaral ka din dito!"

" Magtatransfer din ako para sayo! That's basic Mahal!"

Nagsimula na namang mag unahan ang mga luha saking mga mata. Hindi ako makapaniwalang gagawin niya lahat para lang sakin, hindi ko man hiniling pero binigay sakin. Maswerte na siguro ako dahil meron akong siya na handa akong mahalin kahit na mali at handa akong damayan sa lahat kahit pati siya ay paapektohan na.

" Hey don't cry! Ano ka ba mahal namamaga pa mga mata mo oh! Tahan na!"

" Ikaw kasi why you always treat me like that? Hindi naman ako sobrang mahalaga para gawin mo tong lahat I even broke up with you!" I said still sobbing

" Cut it out! You're worth it for this ok? You're special, no other one can replace your space in my heart always remember that! Handa akong isugal lahat para sayo, kahit mali man ipipilit ko paring pagtugmain ang pagmamahalan nating hindi mapapantayan ng kahit ano pa man!"