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She was known as la reina de sangre , the one who feared no one, who wore blood on her skin like its her birth right. She killed without a second geussing . Her name followed terror, left people shaki...
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"Hi my princesa, your mama finally got some sleep today after a whole month of you being in coma. You know I've stocked the fridge with your favourite ice cream flavour, please wake up. It's waiting for you at home. Alana hasn't left her room for over a month and Callum has only been working non stop" I want to reach out and squeeze his hand, papa is squeezing my hand in hopes that I'll reciprocate the action.
I hear him every day now, I hear everything he has been saying to me. At the first he would come every day and just speak his mind out to me. It's the biggest struggle to see the man who very rarely cries, cry for a whole month. I can't do anything to ease his pain.
Being in coma is the worst feeling ever. I'm seeing all of my loved ones come one by one, talk to me and try their hardest to get me out of coma but none of their efforts have worked out. I hear the cries, the struggle behind their voice.
I hear everything and it feels like I'm being stabbed, burned, tortured, skinned alive this is more worse torture than the one I endured at Viktor's . At times I feel like if I had died that day instead of being saved maybe they would be rid of this trouble, at least they can mourn knowing that I am dead instead of keeping useless hope.
I can't do anything.
"Please my mija, we are all waiting for you to get up."
I'm trying papa, I really am.
Why god, why am I supposed to face this torture. Just put an end to all their sufferings right.
Its been a month since I've been in this stupid ICU. It's been a month since I've spoken to anyone. I heard Alana talk to me about dumb shii like about boys who she matched with off of tinder, she would start off with a nice and good topic but then it ended in her voice breaking out in it sobs.
Callum has tried to remind me about our old memories, about how he made me learn to ride a bike, or how he taught me to use my daggers. He even told me that he has bought me a whole set of daggers that is waiting at home.
Mama would come and try everything to just get a single movement out of my body. She told me how excited she was when she got to know they are having their first girl baby and how she had picked out my name since she was 10 years old.
The doctors told I'm recovering but I still have yet to come out of the comma.
Lucca had come with Alana a couple of times and he would also try his best to get me to talk. He would rant to me about how horrible Nikolai is everyday and how much Nikolai annoys him.
Talking about Nikolai, he would try to talk to me about something but he never tends to open his mouth. The only thing he has told me every day is "Please wake up love" I know when he is there in the room because I can hear him talk to the doctors and make calls in the room.
I'm just happy that atleast he is okay, at least one of us can live . He stood there and took the torture just for me, when he could have fought back.
Viktor you fucking son of a bitch just wait, I'll make you beg for death.
