His Scarred Beauty (Complete)

Chapter 31 The Beginning

His frame shaking in anger as he imagines what all she went through alone.
Their child.....she...she was pregnant that night...she pleaded him to accept her because she needed her... because their child needed him.

Dammit!!!!

How can he be so selfish! How can he think it to be her madness...when all she did it.

All the pleadings...all the begging for his love.

Was actually for their child.

Thr child which he could even touch...the child that died before even being born...the child which was innocent.

He hits his fists on the wall, hurting himself.

The scene of him pushing her resurfacing in his mind.

"Stop playing your stupid games with me Vivian."

Isn't this what he told her that night
He again hits his fist on the wall, with tears streaming down his eyes.

"I am so done with you Vivian."

His own words resurfacing in his mind.

" Now stop fuc*** following me everywhere and get lost!"

"Ethan....I want to tell you something....I...am-"

He again hits his fist on the wall, drawing blood from his knuckles this time.

I am pregnant.

This is what she wanted to say.

But he was so fucked up! So persistent to not trust the words leaving her wobbling lips.

"I ....just....love you so damn much Ethan. I love you....."

He cries, placing his palms on the wall that was bloody now.
A sob leaving his lips.

"You have to choose Ethan...you have to choose today."

"It's me or Sophie?"

Why Vivian! Why didn't you tell me!
I would have left anything for our baby.

It would be you....with our baby. It would be always you!!

Sophie...Sophie....dammit! I was so blinded..so stubborn to only think about her!

Not even once considering what would happen of you....the girl I left after using.

The girl that I destroyed!

He slams his fists on the wall again and again, letting the burn to intensify.
The pain in his hand, nothing compared to the pain in his heart.

If only he would have helped her that night!

If only he wouldn't have left her!

Another thought comes in his mind and he stills....his hand that banged the wall trembling.

"I am not playing games with you Ethan....she is! She is fuc*** using you dammit!"

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"Sophie is the one lying to you! She is a selfish person who wants you to herself!"

Can she be saying the truth?

Was Vivian always saying the truth and it was Soph who-

No....no ...not you...Soph....not you....

You can't betray me Dammit!

You can't....you were my best friend.....you couldn't have used me...

My mind goes blank and I get up. Upturning everything in the room.... throwing aside lamps and folders...., pulling open the drawers... throwing out all the papers... searching for just one thing.