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Great Morning, though..!

Anushka Tandon

    I was walking towards the backyard when I saw lights on in the living room.
I walked towards the living room and saw Dev stretching his hands sitting on the couch with his laptop before him.

"You're still working?" I asked as I went from behind him and he looked at me surprised.

"Yeah. I am working. But you're still up, why?" He asked confused.

"Most of the times I don't sleep at nights." I said shrugging while I sat beside him.

"Why so? You've never had this issue before." He asked frowning.

"Things have changed alot in these 2 years. For me nothing is like before. It is like living a completely diffrent life just with the same identity." I said trying to smile.

Why am I even having a conversation with him this late?

I get very vulnerable at the midnight hours..!

"Anushka—  He started but I interrupted him saying.

"I wanted to ask you something."

"Yeah. Go ahead." He said nodding.

"How is Kunal getting through it?" I asked the one question which I was itching to ask him since a long time.

He smiled at me and entwining our fingers he was caressing my knuckles with his thumb.
"You care about him a lot don't you?" He asked.

"I thought If I acted like it didn't matter then it won't." I said with tears in my eyes.

I fucking cared if my brother is alright or not!

He placed a soft kiss on the back of my hand and asked
"Do you want to talk to him?"

I just nodded not able to control my tears.
I don't know what was actually wrong with me.

Why am I behaving this weak?

I am not weak..!

He encircled his arms around my shoulder and pulled me towards him.

I buried my face in his chest and let my tears flow.

I wanted to let go all of my pent up emotions..!

Emotions I've been hiding in me since soo long.

I was frustrated with these emotions because I wanted to reach out to Dev but I knew I couldn't.

I shouldn't..!

It would create more problems!

I wanted to talk to my family.
I wanted to see my family, hug them laugh with them.

But ofcourse!
I couldn't.

I had to no one who I could call mine!
Just mine..!

I had no one, I could go to complaining about anything that is happening in my life.

I had no one..!

Only me & me!