Bullied

Chapter 40

Camilas pov

Lauren and I were lead on my bed cuddling, she had her arms around my waist and head on my chest as I had my hand tapping her butt softly and the other hand playing with her hair.

"Baby" I say, Lauren hums nodding with a smile on her face

"We are home alone" I say with a soft smirk

"I know we just said goodbye to everyone" Lauren said, I frown

"No-well yes but that's not what I meant" I say, Lauren frowns and looks up at me

"Then what?" She asked, I kiss her nose and she smiles wide

"We finally can have some fun, we are home alone" I say, she looks confused at me

"Let's have sex" I say, she goes wide eyed and sits up

"Oh" is all she said, I frown confused

"Are you okay?" I ask also sitting up

"I-uh...I've never done that before" she said, I nod

"I know, me either" I say, she plays with her hands

"Oh, are you not ready?" I ask, she shrugs

"I don't know, I'm just nervous about losing my virginity" she mumbled, I nod softly

"That's okay" I say, I grab her hands and pull her to me and she crawls into my lap, I smile and kiss her and she kisses me back.

"We don't have too, it was just a suggestion" I say, she nods

"I don't want to be the person who's not ready and you are, I don't want to keep you from doing it if you're ready" Lauren said, I sigh and hold her close and tight.

"I don't mind waiting" I say, she looks at me

"I really don't mind, I mean I finally have you and just because you don't want to have sex doesn't mean I'm going to leave" I say, she nods softly.

"Also you did say you wanted to take things slow" I say, she sighs and I frown

"What?" I ask, she shook her head

"Nothing, just, I want to have sex with you but I'm just scared and nervous, I don't know if that's because I'm not ready or if I am ready but just too scared" she said, I nod softly and kiss her cheek.

"Let's just not do it today, yeh? Maybe in a month or something" I say, she smiles and nods softly

"Okay, thank you" she said, I giggle and kiss her she kisses me back and slowly deepens it

"But, making out you're not scared of right?" I whisper, she shook her head and I smile rolling us Lauren was on her back as I was on top of her.

"Good" I whisper, she smiles and kisses me again and I smile kiss her back.

We made out for a while then watched a movie cuddled up soon everyone came back, we had dinner and then went back to my room cuddling again having a deep conversation, we then finally fell asleep. Well Lauren did, I watched her for a while and not in a creepy way shes just a cute sleeper, whatever I fell asleep too soon after her.