Happiness? Was a word that left Roohi Shekhawat's life long ago. She was the diamond nobody took notice of in the pile of coal. She shone brighter than the eyes of a common man can take notice. Perfection was a word for her.
Until,
A someone saw he...
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ROOHI.
Waking up next to the person. I saw the man sleeping peacefully that made me feel full and empty at the same time.
His loosing body. Is releasing weight every day. As well as loosing life.
I was tricked by life and by time. How come I know him for 7 years and the only time I have spend with him is near two months.
Lets go back to days. I never got much of him. Becau
se the time is a cruel player. Even after knowing him for 7 years. I never knew him.
Waking up from my couch from TV room I went towards the door and walked out to get in my room. Last night after watching a movie with him. I ended up sleeping here. And as soon as I entered my room. The clock rang. The timer clock I have set in my phone. Showing up
Day31
If I am ever getting the chance back. I don't know what I will do. But I will make sure. Next time the life under threaten will be mine not him.
And as soon as I got out from my bathroom after getting ready, I saw the caller ID I was waiting for, all this time.
"Ma'am we took the report. Sorry, even you can't donate your heart to him. Your blood doesn't matches with him. " Hearing this heart breaking news I sat on the ground again. As the tears rolled from me.
Why god? Why? Why not me? And him?
Why not me? "WHY??" I yelled loudly for the whole house to hear it. And I was interrupted.
"How cruel." I looked up at the man as I saw Naanu. Coming inside my room on his wheelchair.
"When god was doing bad with you. You yelled why me? And now that he have stopped doing it. You are telling why not me? Isn't this harsh on god?" He said and I swiped my tears and stood. "Is that young man precious enough for you to bet your own life?" He asked me as I nodded. "Even though what he did?"
"Naanu no one deserves to die. Even if that person commit a crime he deserves to live and be treated accordingly. Death is too easy for criminals as well as to cruel to normals." I said to him as he smile.
"According to you murderers and rapist too should live?" He said and this zipped my mouth.
"Always remember. People get what they deserve. Not because of the rules, constitution or crowd. People get what they deserve because of karma." He said and somehow this was targeting somewhere I didn't wanted it to go at.
"Are you saying Rudram deserves what he is going through?" I asked him standing up on my feet, wiping my tears away and I looked at him. "Are you saying he deserves to die. He deserves to be threatened by time like this. That who knows when he will loose himself? Do you think this is fair?!!" I asked to Naanu and I instantly regretted my tone. But no.
What he said was wrong.
No matter what he did to me. He doesn't deserve to be threaten by time like this.
"Do you think you deserved what you went through? How he used your innocence to use you?"
"As you said then. I got what I deserve. Maybe that's why I was played like that?" I gritted on my words and left the room.
As soon as I got out of the door I saw Jatin standing in front of me, looking dejected.
"You made a mistake Roohi. A huge mistake! That man served you a new life when you had none and you rejected his feelings. You'll regret this," He said to me as I sighed and ignored him like air.
Yes I am at fault. Everywhere. I made a mistake everywhere.
It was my mistake to be born at the first place.
Coming back to the room. I saw him still sleeping peacefully.
Life is a trick. It twists you turns you to take you somewhere you should go to.
And so does it played with me like this.
I am sad and fucked up at the same time.
"You are awake?" I was brought out of my thoughts by Rudram voice and I nodded to him. "I dozed of here. I should go back to home." He said and stood taking him phone, scrubbing his eyes.
After the Auction. His family abandoned him. And thankfully didn't killed him as I made sure to hide him for a day. And now they have left him wander as they all are enjoying there black money they have saved a little as well as taking help of there other brother Vivaan.
And he just lives wherever he gets a place for night. Public lounge , public rest house, motel as there fees are low and keeps his clothes at a railway stations missing items. At that people don't pay attention too. Anywhere he gets. That's how he is been surviving for now.
And still everyone say he deserves this.
Yes I did wanted him to feel to live like nothing. But not at this condition.
I wanted him to stay with me here. But even I am like a guest in this house, how can I invite more and with knowing the fact that Naanu hates him deeply.
So I couldn't.
"Rudram. Stay with me from today onwards. " I said as looking at him more and more dull side. I can't control this anymore.
"What?"
"Stay here with me. " I said and he shooked his head.
"I can't. And I will not. I am at what I have. Don't worry I wont live long." he said as I stopped him but he left. Leaving me alone.
