Marin Diaries: Jasmine [COMPLETED]

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Why do I still love him? He cheated. He hurt me. Just why?! Malakas akong napahagulgol. Mahigpit kong hinawakan ang magkabilang dulo ng tuwalyang nakabalot sa akin. Humablot lang ako ng damit sa cabinet ko. Hindi ko na tiningnan kung ano ang nakuha. I just wanted to walk away. Pumasok sa banyo at magkulong doon.

But before I could do it, mahigpit na akong niyakap ni Cain mula sa likod. Pumiglas ako para makawala. Ayoko ng ganito. Parang ang hina ko pagdating sa kanya. Parang ilang minuto lang ay susuko na ako.

"I didn't kiss her. She kissed me. Tinulak ko siya dyan. She thought I'm single. Pinagalitan ko s'ya"

Anong pruweba ang meron nito? Wala diba? How can I trust his words when I have that picture?

"Jasmine, please believe me. Nagmamadali akong umalis sa bahay nila mama para puntahan ka sa station. I wanted to tell you about it but you were gone. I went here immediately and you're already asleep. I stayed in my car the whole night. Waiting for you to answer my calls and Lotus saw me earlier and she let me in"

"That doesn't changed the fact you kissed her!" Sigaw ko

"She kissed me. Magkaiba iyon. Tinulak ko siya. We can ask for cctv records in that restaurant if you don't believe me. We can ask the waiters there."

"I still don't believe you" I hissed. Dinagdagan ko pa ng malulutong na mura para malaman nito kung gaano ako kagalit

"Okay. I understand but please we are not breaking up. Please, baby"

Hindi ako sumagot. Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko. What if he's telling tue truth? What if someone plotted that scence para hiwalayan ko si Cain? The pictures were too perfect. Parang hindi nagmamadali ang kumuha non. The angles were perfect too.

I wonder who would do it? Cain's ex? Mrs. Galleni?

Both have motives. Cain's ex probably want him back. Mrs. Galleni threatened me to end my relationship with his son. Hindi ko iyon pinansin. What if ito na iyon? What if gagawa siya ng paraan para iwan ko si Cain?

Kinalas ko ang yakap ni Cain sa akin. Kailangan ko ng oras para mag-isip.

Buti nalang at hinayaan ako ni Cain makapasok sa banyo. Agad ko din nilock iyon at nanghihinang napasandal sa pinto ng banyo.

Kung si Mrs. Galleni ang may gawa non then she did a great job. She gave me pain. She made me cry. She let me know over and over again that I can't have her son. Na kahit anong subok ko ay hindi pwede kung ayaw niya.

I should respect her decisions but pwede naman sigurong manghingi ng kaunting araw na makasama si Cain diba? Hihintayin lang niya kung kailan magsasawa ang anak nito sa akin. Darating naman ang araw na hindi na ako gusto ni Cain. Na iiwan na ako nito.

Who knows it will happen tomorrow or the next day. Pero habang wala pa hayaan muna niya akong maging masaya sa piling ng anak nito. Time will come. I'm sure of it.

I just can't give up Cain so easily. I'm desperate, maybe, but I just love him.

Nanghilamos ako para maalis ang mga natutuyong luha sa aking pisngi. Tinitigan ko ang aking mukha sa salamin pagkatapos manghilamos.

I can't give up now. Una pa lang ito.

I trust Cain. I trust him again after what happened. I believe him. I believe his words.