holy crap! i have my first fan page! my song comes out in less than 5 minutes. i invited all my friends over for a party. we were all sitting on my couch watching tv.
"guys! 4 minutes and 29 seconds!" mylie says. she's really invested in this. maybe more than i am. we invited carrie over. she's not really in the friend group but this is a really big thing and i want everyone to be here. i went live on instagram so i could do a live reaction. there was over 20 thousand people in my live.
"dude. nini! you have a fan page!" kourtney says.
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"ahhhhhhh 2 minutes!" seb says.
"nini. can i say something?" mylie says. "by the way i wasn't asking for approval. i'm so proud of you. we all know you have an amazing voice and personality. i'm so happy to be one of your friends. one more thing. NINI SUPREMACY!" i start crying. i have the best friends in the whole world. i stand up and hug mylie. ashlyn joins the hug. gina and kourtney join. 3 seconds later everyone in the room is in this hug.
mylies timer went off. we all knew what that meant. my song was out! i feel like i'm dreaming.
"OH MH FUCKING GOD ITS 12!" seb says.
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OMG
ricky
i'm so proud of nini. the only thing is, after she gets famous, there will be thousands of guys eyeing her. i know she's mine now, but what happens in the future?
nini my song has been out for a month. it already has over 2 million streams on spotify! i have so many fan pages. i'm so happy. ricky and i are in a terrific place. speaking of ricky, i'm on my way to his house right now. i walk up to his door and knock. "hi mr bowen!" i said as ricky's dad answered the door. "hi nini. come on in." he says. i walk in and go up to ricky's room. he's not there. he's probably in the bathroom. i sit on his bed and take my shoes off. after about a minute he finally comes in. "hey babe." he says sitting down next to me and kissing me on the cheek. "hey. i missed you." i say as we lay down on his bed and cuddle up. "i missed you too."
ricky "can i tell you something?" nini asks. i've been preparing for this moment since we started dating. i'm pretty sure she's gonna say i love you.
"yeah. go ahead."
"i love you." called it. i was about to say it but for some reason i couldn't. i opened my mouth and nothing came out.
nini
"nini. i think we should take a break. i just think we're moving to fast." ricky says to me.
"oh. yeah, no i get it." i grab my stuff my shoes and put them on. i was gonna say something to him but i decided not to. i opened the door and walked out. i started crying and ran down the stairs. i sadly ran into mr bowen.
"nina, what's wrong?" he asks putting his hand on my shoulder.
"ask your son. bye mr bowen." i say walking out the door.
when i get home i run up to my room and slam my door. i cry for so long my eyes are puffy. i did the only thing i could think of doing. i wrote a song. a heartbreak song. it's called drivers license.
