Only for you

18 - What makes you love her still?

Jennie

I wake up feeling lighter, beside me is my beautiful handsome girlfriend sleeping soundly. I decided to start my day, I freshen up and gave her a kiss before I went down.

I occupied myself preparing our breakfast, as much as possible I don't want to give myself a chance to think. Last night was enough, we've been drained emotionally. But for some reason I felt relief after me and Lisa listened to my voice records. We both held each other till we drifted to sleep.

I was busy plating the food on the table when I felt arms wrapped around my waist.

"Morning, honey." Lisa said and kissed the back of my shoulder.

I turned around to face her. Her eyes are still puffy.

"Morning." I embrace her, and feel the warmth emanating through her body. She stuck her face at the crook of my neck and nuzzled.

"C-can I kiss you?" She stuttered after a while.

I smiled and pulled away a little then tiptoed to capture her soft lips. I miss this. The intensity is overwhelming, I can feel longing and sadness but above all love through her kisses. I responded with the same passion, I felt her grip getting tight.

"Lis, I-I can't breathe." I uttered between our kisses. She immediately loosen up, but kept her arms around my hips.

"I'm sorry, it's just that...I miss you so much." She said while panting.

"I miss you too." I said and leaned in to give her a peck. We embraced and stayed like that for a longer time. After a couple of minutes I pull away.

"Hon, I've been thinking." I started, trying to test the water. Lisa just hmm in response and kept our distance close.

"Can we schedule an appointment with Linda today, if it is okay with you?"

I felt her shoulder tense up. "Do you really want to do that?" She asked.

I smiled and just nodded. It just crossed my mind that maybe it is a good time for us to undergo therapy from what happened last night. I'm ready to completely turn my back to my demons and leave them all behind.

"Hmm then we'll go, if...you give me a kiss." She smirks.

I giggle and happily oblige, our mouth molded to one another. Her touch and kisses don't burn me anymore, in fact it brings excitement and all kinds of emotion that I can't describe. They remind me of our happy times together and how she loves me now.

"Uhuk, uhuk." We are snatched to our little bubble by none other than Jisoo unnie. Chaeng is just smiling from ear to ear beside her. I think giving them early access to my house, before they live here is not a good idea. Just kidding.

"Kids are watching you know." Jisoo said with a playful smirk formed to her lips.

"They don't mind for sure." Lisa's comeback.

It seems like they've been getting along pretty well, and I am very pleased that they are. I invited Jisoo and Chaeyoung to join us for breakfast, while eating Jisoo expressed that both of them wanted to move today, of course I agreed. After the meal, the pair bid goodbye, Lisa told them that she will send two of her helpers to help them fix their things, at first Jisoo refused but Lisa didn't give them any chance to object, as she told them if they refused then she will instruct both companies for them to have force leave.

"What were you thinking?" Lisa asked, wrapping her arms from behind. I turned around to face her.

"I want to say sorry, hon." I said pulling her much closer.