Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 61

Sana was sitting besides sid all were silent ,Sid move out to garden area he was feeling suffocated as he knows the things he said were not right and appropriate he shouldn't said those words at national television but what could you expect from a person when someone tried to destroy his professional life and almost got successful in it  he fall but then rise due to his family and friends support and established himself in this industry and now they want to destroy his personal life as well they are hell bend on destroying his peace with great difficulty he achieve this  life where he is happy after so long  how could he let them take away his peace and calm  

 Sana came to him and sit beside him and holds his hand in her hands and kissed his hand to calm him she  understands  what he is going through right now  she knows it is very difficult for him to face all this ,he can't take a word against his family and here he had to listen so much about them ,he would be blaming himself for all of this .

Sana-  mai jaanti hoon jo bhi hua wo bohot galat hua tune bhi bohot kuch bola par tujhe aisa feel karne ki jaroorat nahi hai ki teri wajah se ghar walo ka naam liya gaya aise tune jo bola na mujhe proud hai tune jaise defend kia khud ko haa manti hoon tune bohot galat bola hai use usne bhi bola hai tujhe par tujhe control karna hoga aur haa tu ghar ki tension na le wo jaante hai tu kaisa hai kya kar sakta hai aur tu kya sochta hai to ghar wale tujhpr gussa nahi honge maa ne jab suna hoga na tu kya sochta hai aurto ke baare mein bohot proud feel kia hoga aur dekhna preeti di sabse pehle bhaag kar aayengi aur hug jarengi tujhe ye sab bolne ke liye .

Sid- tujhe lagta hai aisa maine humari family ko disappoint to nahi kai na sab dekh rahe honge humari families saare relative sab aur jo maine use bola wo sab bhi gusse mein nikal gaya usne jaise bola mera dimaag sad gaya maanta hoon itn anahi karna chaiye tha par ab kya karu ab to bol dia na .

Sana- tu jyada soch mat par aage se dhyaan rakh wo jaanti hai tu kaise trigger hoga teri kya kamzori hai isliye wo aisa karti hai kyuki wo jaanti hai tu waisa hi reaction dega aur tu deta hai to thoda control kar .

Sid just nodded his head and side hugged her.

Salman came back and now asked rashmi to say.

Salman- haa bolo rashmi kya bolna hai aapko .

Rashmi - sir wo insaan apne aap ko  bohot sahi bta raha hai jaise wo bol raha hai jata raha hai ki wo sahi hai mai galat hoon ye dhong hai iska isse yahi aata hai pehle logo ko itna torture karo phir waha se nikal lo sir ye jitna apne aap ko mahan dikha raha hai aisa kuch bhi nahi hai maine jitna jaan hai iss insaan ko ye gand hai isne mujhe bola aisi ladki aisi ladki ka kya matlab hai ye bohit ganda bolta hai sir sorry par mai ye sab nahi sun sakti .

Salman- shouted ho kya gaya hai tumhe rashmi pagal ho gai ho kya sunna chahti ho kya bola usne jo usne bola aur jo mean kia wo bta dia na kya sunna chahti ho ki tum kaisi ho .

Tumne kya kuch kam bola hai kya kya nahi bola hai kisi ka lihaaz nahi swab dekh rahi hai usne bola aisi ladki tumne jo jo bola hai wo sahi hai .

Sid- sir mai kuch bolna chahta hoon.

Salman- bolo shukla .

Sid- sir mai jaanta hoon maine jaise react kia wo jyada tha bohot gande tarike se bahar aaya par ye jo kar rahi hai wo sahi hai isne pehle sana ko bhadkane ki koshish ki bola ki mai kaisa hoon ab ye mujhe character certificate dengi sir aaj bhi ladai wahi se shuru hui hai maine ignore karne ki koshish bhi ki par agar koi baar baar trigger karega to kab tak insaan sahega agar phir bhi ye sahi hai to ye sab devta log hai inki photo lagao aur pujo inhe mai rakshas hi thik hoon .

Sir maine galat bola mai accept karta hoon maine kia par jaha mai sahi hoon waha 10 kya 1000 log bhi bolenge ki mai galat hoon to unke bolne se mai galat nahi ho jaunga mai sahi hoon aur mujhe in logo ko  prove bhi karne ki jaroorat nahi hai mai jaanta hoon mere apne jaante hai itna kaafi hai mere liye mai kisi ko kuch prove karne nahi aaya hoon yaha mai jaisa hoon mujhe pta hai meri family ko pta hai mere jaannne wa,lo ko bhi pta hai ,sir mai apni personal life par comment nahi karwana chahta mai apni personal life ko alag rakhta hoon aur wo mujhe waise hi pasand hai .

Salman- dekho sid and rashmi tum dono ki ladai yaha ki nahi hai to yaha honi bhi nahi chaiye sab dekh rahe hai tum logo ko industry mein kaam bhi karna hai aise kaam karoge mai sirf itna hi kahunga ki apne emotions ko aur apne aap ko thoda control mein rakho .

Aur baat karte hai personal jaane ki to mai warn karna chahta hoon mai directly naam nahi lena chahta par jin logo ko apni personal bhadas nikalni hai wo iss ghar ke bahar karna yaha nahi apni jealousy aur apne kaarnamo ke chakkar mein jo izzat kamai hai kaho wo na kho do jo bhi ghr mein hua aarti aapne sid ke mana karne ke baad bhi baar baar sid ki personal information nikalne ki koshish aur us par jo comment kia wo bohot galat tha haa aap ab kuch bolna chahti hongi par mai nahi sunuga abhi .

Aur rashmi aapne ladai ke liye hi kal sana ko bola tha aur aaj bhi humne dekha aa kaise jaan kar shukla se ladne ke liye tayyar khadi thi agar yehi karna hai to politics join karlo yaha kyu time waste kar raahe ho galti aapki taraf se jyada hai aapne hi trigger kia taaki ladai ho  mai bas ye bolunga dhyaan rakhiye yaha 150 camera hai sab record hota hai.

Arhaan aap ka to mujhe samajh hi nahi aata aap apne aap ko clear ki jiye aapko samajh aa raha hai mai kis way mein bol raha hoon baaki aap khud samjhdaar hai .

Aur haa aaj jo bhi hua mai nahi chahta ki ye sab ghar mein discuss ho ye bohot hi sensitive topic hai to isse yahi khatam karte hai .

Salman did some task and ws leaving but before that.

Salman- sana aap thk hai ?

Sana- haa sir mai thk hoon.

Salman- lag nahi raha hai apna khyaal rakhiye ye ghar aisa hi hai yaya aapko suffer karna padta hi hai par aapko apna khyaal   rakhna hoga aur kisi ki baato se effect nahi hona hai aap apna dhyaan rakhiye aur jaldi se thk ho jaayiye aap jab shaant hoti hai to ghar mein khaali pan sa lagta hai sabko aap haste khelte pasand hai .

Weekend ka war ended on this note .

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