Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 35

Next day Sana get up and was feeling slight better but she was sitting on bed Sid came to her with tea in his hands

Sid- baby le ab kaisa lag raha hai .

Sana - theek hu mai ab .

Sid touching her forehead haa fever bhi nahi hai lekin apni meals miss mat karna .

Sana- haa.

Sid- kya baby kal to mujhe chod nahi rahi thi ab phir wahi cold behavior maff karde na mujhe .

Sana- tu yaha kyu hai smoke nahi karna tujhe jaa le lar aa 10-12 sutte.

Sid knows this was coming - baby sorry galti ho gai .

Sana- bore nahi hota tu baar baar bolkar galti ho gai galti ho gai .Kitni baar galti karega aur kitni ab ye hi reh gaya hai pehle galti karo phir uske upar usse bhi badi galti karo aur phir aa kar sorry bol do haa ye acha hai ek kaam kar le aaj ki saari galti ek saath kar ke aa phir sorry bolna ya phir aisa rule bana lete hai tu roz raat ko sorry bol dena din mein galti karne ke baad ya usse bhi better sorry bolna band kar de apne paas rakh sorry mujhe nahi chaiye .

Sid- jaanta hoon bohot hurt kia maine tujhe tujhe mujhe maaf bhi nahi karna chaiye par mai nahi reh sakta tujhse baat kare bina .

Sana- ek solution hai tu bhi galti kar mai bhi karti hoon dono karenge to sorry ka jhanjhat hi khatam.

Sid- kya bol rahi hai .

Sana- mai bhi ab se roz cigarette piyungi tu bhi peeta hai mai bhi piyungi .

Sid- sana maar padegi smoking area ke paas gai bhi to sochna bhi mat pichli baar yaad hai na kya hua tha ar maine ek baar hi peehai.

Sana- to mana thodi kar rahi hoon roz piya kar abse .

Sid- itna kyu react kar rahi hai .

Sana get up from the bed to go outside Sid immediately held her hand and pull her to bed and get on her , he forget that they are on national television .

Sana- chod mujhe jaane de.

Sid- kahi nahi jayegi tu .

Sana- mai jaungi hat tu mere upar se koi aa jayega .

Sid- sana i am warning you tu agar gai na waha to mai kuch kar dunga .

Sana- haa ya to jaakr smoke karega ya phir kisi se ladai ye hi karega na .

Sid- pta nahi tu mujhe gussa dila rahi hai .

Sana- mai dila rahi hoon ya tu humesha apni marzi karta hai aaj mai kar kr dikhati hoon .

Sid- baby please shaant ho jaa sun meri baat .

Sana- nahi sunna mujhe kuch jaa kr apni aarti ya shefali ko suna waise devo ya rashmi ko bbhi suna sakta hai .

Sid was trying to calm her but she was wriggling in his arms so he has no option he put his lips on her  and started to kiss her she felt numb for a moment , he kissed her for few minutes then join his forehead with hers .

Sid- baby jaanta hoon tu bohot gussa hai aue sahi bhi hai hona bhi chaiye tu sahi hai par please tu apni health ke saath aisa mat kar mai nahi bardasht kar punga tujhe dubara uss tarah nahi dekh paunga tujhe already fever hai aur weak hai teri body aur tune smoke kia to bohot effect hogi teri body mai nahi karunga uss area ke aas paas bhi nahi bhatkunga please tu aisa waisa kuch mat kar .

Sana didn't said anything.

Sid- i love you jaan please .

Sana- hatt nahi jaa rahi par agli baar kia to nahi sunugi yaad rakhna .