Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 16

Next day Sana was having cramps from morning , it's  paining too much , Sid was seeing this and cursed no one particular but feeling so helpless as he can't do anything to lessen the pain he gave her warm water tried to talk to her but pain was too much( some women have worst cramps in their dates ) .

Sid tried to divert her mind ,he came to her and lay her head on his lap and was rubbing her slowly to give some ease to her.

Sid- baby tujhe yaad hai maine tujhe jab pehli baar dekha tha tu bilkul angel lag rahi thi meri angel .

Sana- haa wo kaise bhool sakti hoon tu kaise shock ho gaya tha ki mai tujhe nahi jaanti matlab The great Sidharth Shukla ko and laughs.

Sid- haa matlab maine itne television shows kiye hai modelling ki hai uss time 1-2 movies bhi kar li thi matlab bandiya flat ho jaati hai mujhe dekh kar aur inn madam ko to pta hi nahi tha ki mai kon hu aur mujhe dekh kr kaise ignore bhi kar dia tha jaise mai exist hi na karta hoon .

Sana- haa to mai hindi shows nahi dekhti thi na aur maine movies bhi nahi dekhi thi jo tune ki thi .

Sid- phr bhi itna handsome banda tere saamne the baby par tu to mujhe aise ignore kar kar chali gai jaise mai waha khada hi nahi tha, aur ek mai jo tujhe dekhte hi flat ho gaya tha .

Flashback:

  One year and some months back 

Sana came to a studio in Punjab to give an audition  and Sid was also there but for a sequence for his movie .

Sana was talking to the director of her music video when she passes by sidharth without giving him another glance while our Shukla g was talking with an co-actor when he saw her and can't take his eyes off her he was just gawking at her like he saw a girl for a very first time in his life and that too so beautiful and she was not wearing any make-up and her hair were also wet like she just have a shower , she is sight to watch and shukla g was enjoying it without blinking his eyes and just want to grab her and wanted to watch her all day ,  and his mother saw this .She was happy as for the first time his son got spell bound by someone beauty she also saw Sana and she  is indeed beautiful and the innocence on her face was something that was acting like  a magnet for both son and mother , they got fascinated.

Sana went from there , Sid was thinking about her all day. This happen for some days Sana came to set for her shoot and Sid use to admire her from far and yes he has not talk to her once it's not he didn't tried  but every time he want to go near her his shyness take over and he back off . Yes her director make them meet but that was casual one and he came to know that she didn't know about him he was shocked , he didn't expected that but that meeting doesn't help him as It was for one time only they met that too with the director.

 And his mother didn't came with him everyday at shoot so she was at her hotel but she was also thinking about the girl and she can feel changes in her son too as he always get eager to go on sets .

One day she want to talk with her son what's going on with him.

Maa- sid beta yaha baith mere paas.

Sid- haa maa bolo .

Maa- mujhe tujhse kuch puchna hai sach sach bolna .

Sid- haa maa pucho to .

Maa- mai jis din tere set par aai thi waha ek ladki thi bohot sunder tu use dekhta hi reh gaya tha , kya wo tujhe pasand hai?

Sid- maa kya aap bhi kuch bhi aisa kuch nahi hai .

Maa- acha thk hai to mai uss ladki ke mummy papa se baat karti hoon tere cousin Rohit ke liye tu mujhe uska number la dena aaj jab jayega.

Sid- kya Rohit ke liye kyu ye kya baat hai aise kaise aap kara sakti ho kisi ka bhi rishta . aapne marriage bureau khola hai kya jo shaaki ka soch rahi ho aur waise bhi wo Sana ke matlab ka nahi hai dono ka lifestyle alag hai nahi ye nahi ho sakta .

Maa- arre  tu itna hyper kyu ho raha hai dono jab milenge to khud decide kar lenge aur Rohit acha ladka hai pasand aa jayega un logo ko.

Sid- maa aise nahi hota hai mai waha kaam karta hoon mai kaise aise number le sakta hoon aur aap ye sab rehne do.

Maa- tu chod mai tere manager se bol dungi wo laa dega tujhse nahi hoga .

Sid- mai taange tod dunga uski agar usne aapko number dia to .

Maa- kyu kya problem hai na to khud la raha hai number na lane de raha hai .

Sid- kyuki mai pyaar karta hoon usse and get shocked that what he blurted out in front of his mother.

Maa- wo mujhe pta tha bas tujhe realise karwana tha .

Sid- kya aapko kaise pta tha ye maine bhi abhi realize kia aapke saamne aur aap sab ye mujhse bulwane ke liye Rohit aur Sana ke rishte ki baat boli ?

Maa- haa mai to samajh gai thi jab tujhe roz subha set par jaane k jaldi hoti hai aur raat ko aata hai to apne mein khoya rehta hai jis bande ko jaldi sone ki aadat ho uski neend udi hui ho der raat tak kamre ki light on rehti hai, ye bta tune usse bola ya nahi .

Sid- kya maa aap bhi haa pyaar to mai karta hoon par maine aaj tak ek baar baat ki hai usse wo bhi Director ki wajah se patanahi usse dekh kar conscious ho jaata hoon .

Maa- teri itni gf rahi haiaur tu ek ladki se baat nahi kar paa raha hai aise kaise ho gaya ye .

Sid- maa wo alag hai sabse alag bohot masoom hai wo uski aankhen aisa lagta hai bohot dard hai unmein jo wo apni hasi ke peeche chupa leti hai uska bolna uska hasna sab alag hai baaki ladkiyon ki tarah nahi hai iss induatry mein kaam karne ke baad bhi usne apni innocence nahi khoyi .

Maa- haa bohot kuch saha hai uss bachi ne choti si umar mein hi dard to bohot hai uske ander .

Sid - kya matlab kaisa dard aur aapko kaise pta hai ?

Maa- uss din set par uski daadi bhi thi mere paas hi baithi thi unhone btaya uski life ke baare mein .

Wo bohot choti thi jab uske parents ne usse mama- mami ke paas chod dia wo usse bohot bure tarike se treat karte the bohot kaam karwate the ,jab ye baat uske parents ko pta lagi to uske parents ne usse boarding mein daal dia  waha reh kar usne kuch modelling ke assignments kiye usse ek bada offer aaya to usne apne papa se bola unhone mana kar dia aue Punjab le gaye  waha uski shaadi karwana chahte the par Sana nahi chahti thi isliye usne ghar chod dia aur kaam kia, aue successful bhi hui .

Par ek saal pehle ek controversy hui jiski wajah se bohot problem face karni padi uske saare projects chin gaye uske bhai ke alawa kisi ne support nahi kia usse wo depression mein chali gai thi abhi kuch mahino se kaam dubara start kia hai aur wo abhi bhi depression mein hai .

Sid was shocked listening to this he didn't able to utter a word he can't describe what he was feeling right now , he just want to go and hug her .

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