Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 50

Both were laying in each other arms but no one was uttering a word like they were feeling each other each other presence as they want to confirm themselves that they are really here with each other .

Sid was not sure few hours before he was feeling low  he just wanted her at that time he was thinking that on this day he will be alone no one from his family will be with him he was feeling  helpless as from childhood he always wanted to be with his family he feel secure he don't want dozen of people around him he just want his family when he was a child he would stick with his sisters follow them everywhere  even when he became an adult he needs his sisters or his mother with him and now sana is also included in one of them , for world he is the man of the family but in reality he is just a child for his family and angry man for others , he doesn't want to be alone on this day .

Now when he was having her besides him he was feeling complete like he got the lost piece of his puzzle which he wants desperately .Thinking all this he just grabbed her more close to himself and rubs his face on her front she giggles .

Sana- kya kar raha hai gudgudi ho rahi hai.

Sid - tujhe mehsoos kar raha hoon yakeen dila raha hoon khud ko ki tu sach mein yaha hai mere paas mere saath mujhe laga tha aaj ke din mai akela rahunga bohot lonely sa feel ho raha tha waise to bohot log hai iss ghar mein par apna nahi hai na koi mujhe laga tha pehli baar akele rehna hoga mann kar raha tha bas mai sota rahu aur bina uthe din nikal jaaye pta bhi na lage ,mujhe nahi rehna tha akele.

Sana- aww mera ganda bacha bilkul bachha hai tu dil se , kyu hoga tu akele mujhe pta hai tujhe aaj ke din ghar walo ke saath rehna pasand hai unke saath time spend karna pasand hai wo log to yaha nahi aa sakte to koi nahi  mai hoon na .

Sid- maine bohot miss kia tujhe in logo se kitna pucha tere baare mein par nahi btaya bohot tension ho rahi thi dimaag sad raha tha mujhe laga tha ki agar aaj bhi na btaya to mai bhadak jaata inn par wo phir salman sir ne bola tu thk hai tab mujhe shaanti padi .

Sana- mujhe kya hona  hai mai sdekh tere saamne hoon kuch nahi hua thodi si tabyat kharab thi bas .

Sid- tu mujhe ye bta pehle ki tu akeli thi waha koi nahi tha ghar se tere saath .

Sana- wo nurses thi na .

Sid- gadhi ghar se pucha hai maine jitna pucha hai utna bta .

Sana- nahi sirf doctors they ,sid got angry listening to this .

Sid- aise kaise kar sakte hai ye log maine bola tha ki tere liye ghar se kisi ko bula de phir bhi nahi bulaya tune kaise kiya manage koi nahi tha tujhe kitna darr lagta hai doctors se hospitals se kaise kis manage.

Sana- darr to bohot laga tha mann kar raha tha bhaag kar maa ke paas chali jau par nahi jaa sakti thi wo to jo nurse thi na wo meri fan thi to usne bada support kia mujhe jab bhi injection lagte they na mai uska haath pakad leti thi medicine bhi wahi deti thi aur khana bhi wo na hoti pta nahi mai kaise reh pati waha tujhe to pta hai na mujhe nahi pasand wo sab mujhe attack aa jaata hai wo sab .

Sid- haa baby jaanta hoon isliye to bola tha maine inhe ki maa ko bula de inhe to mai bahar jaa kar dekhunga aisde kaise kar skte hazi ye maine saaf saaf bola tha maa ko ya ghar se kisi ko bulane ko .

Sana- tu shaant ho jaa kuch nahi hua hai sahi hoon na mai aur nikal gaya time waise bhi mai secret room mein thi do baar hi gai hospital ek baar do din ke liye aur aaj pura din .

Sid- secret room tu secret room mein thi ?

Sana- haa mai bhi aur madhu bhi hum dono they .

Sid- kab se thi tu waha yaha se jaane ke baad se hi .

Sana- nahi pehle waha le gaye mujhe chakkar aa gaye they to mai faint ho gai thi tab do din hospital mein rahi .

Sid- faint ho gayi thi kyu .

Sana- wo weakness aa gai thi na .

Sid- phir bhi inhone mujhe ya ghar mein se kisi ko inform nahi kia yaar had hai  baakio ko nahi pta par inhe to pta hai na ki tu meri biwi hai mera haq banta hai jaanna ki tu kaisi hai bahar se kisi ko nahi bula sakte they atleast mujhe hi bula lete mai to yahi tha na .

Sana- chal koi na pta hai maine waha se sab dekha hai har waqt.

Sid- baat mat palat tu mera dimaag sadd raha hai ab maine contract sign karte waqt clear kia tha agar koi bhi emergency ho to wo mujhe contact karenge chahe wo bahar humari family se reltaed ho ya chahe ander se to aise kaise kar sakte hai maanle agar maa ko ya bahar di ko kisi ko bhi problem hogi to ye log nahi bolenge humein inhe apna show chaiye bas.

Sana- tu shaant hoja pehle aisa kuch nahi hoga bahar shebaaz hai tera manager hai mera manager hai jiju hai aur bhi log hai maa ka aur di ka dhyaan rakhne ke liye aur rahi baat meri to mai ab tere saamne hoon sahi salamat to wo sab soch kar kya karna hai .

Sid- jaanta hoon ye sab par jo galat kia hai inn logo ne uska jawab to dena hoga inhe .

Sana- le lena jab bahar jaayenge le lena .

Sid- doctor ne kya bola jab teri itni tabyat kharab thi to tujhe aane kaise dia .

Sana- maine bola .

Sid- kya bola .

Sana- tu gussa karega .

Sid- nahi bolegi to jyada karunga jaldi bol ab.

Sana- unhone bola show chod do weakness aa gayi hai bohot time lagega recover karne mein agar nahi kia to kai mahine lagenge par mai tujhe kaise chodti yaha akele wo bhi inn  logo ke saath jaha mujhe pta hai wo log ek mauka nahi vhodte tujhe nicha dikhane ka ya tujhe bua bolne ka .

Sid- to tune apni health ko stake par rakh kar yaha aa gai mai bohot khush hounga na ye sab dekh kar mujhe kitna acha  lagega ki meri wajah se tumhe suffer karna pade .

Sana- to tujhe yaha aaj ke din chod deti tune hi abhi bola na ki kitna lonely feel kar raha tha tu .

Sid- haa kar leta lonely feel pr teri health ke upar nahi sana .

Sana- bebu tu hai na mere saath waise bhi mai thik hoon typhoid bhi thk hai bas wo anemic hone ki wajah se ho rahi hai problem waise bhi tujhe sab precautions bta diye na khana bhi bahar se aayeha jo vitamins wagehra hai wo bhi diye hai .

Sid- haa tumhe jo karna hai karo tumhe sab pta hai karo apni marzi so jaao ab.

Sana- nahi pehle baat kar sahi se .

Sid- nahi karni mujhe koi baat .

Sana- please na bebu mai itne dino baad aai hoon aur tu gussa kar raha hai pta hai mazi kitna thak gai  hoon aur tu aise kar raha hai .

Sid- par agar tumne aage se aisa kuch kia na to mai nahi maane wala samjhi teri tabyat kharab hai aur tu thaki hui bhi hai aaj rest chaiye warna mai baat nahi karta tujhse abhi .

Sana- haa haa bebu pakka promise

Sid- chalo so jaa baby der ho gai hai .

Sana- pehel hug kar sahi se .

Sid- hugs her tightly and pecks her lips and both slept like this .

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