Cruel Passion (Book 1 and 2)

Chapter 11

Chapter 11


The loft was dark so I knew for a fact no one was there. I heard
Jake clear his throat behind me and I was all jittery. I felt my hand
shake as I opened the front door. I sighed with relief to find out
Megan has left for lunch with Duncan and won't be back till eight. I
looked back smiling at Jake who stepped inside with his eyes examining
the apartment.

"This is the second time I'm here and I still can't believe how
wonderful the view is." he said. I nodded handing him a glass of wine.
He took it walking towards the small balcony that came with the loft.
"It is beautiful, I was thrilled to find out this place would be
ours. It was our luck that we found this place for so cheap" I
muttered as I sat back on the sofa. I let Jake examine the balcony
while I finished off my drink. I needed to be intoxicated before I
went on doing this.

I couldn't do this. No. What the hell was I thinking?I watched as
Jake moved into the living room taking a seat right next to me. I
would just tell him I change my mind. Simple as that.
Not at all simple. Jakes lips touched mine. First it was just a
brush, like a gasp but then it was heavy like I had been hit by a
moving truck. His teeth found the bottom Lip and pulled gentley. I
could hear myself moan with pleasure. His hand ran through my hair and
it slowly inched closer to my breast. I couldn't stop him not now. I
felt my body heat up and the next thing I knew he was unbuttoning my
shirt. I grabbed his hand and those bright caramel eyes looked up into
mine.

"Your phone" he pointed out. I hadn't realize we were both
breathing heavily. I took a deep breath and picked up the cordless
phone on the coffee table.

"Hello?" I asked mouthing Jake to hold on.

"Kimmy? I've been trying your cell. Are you okay?" Mom asked. I
growled and saw how Jake had noticed the change in mood.

"I told you; I don't want to talk to you. I said I was done. You're
not my mom and I'm not your li'l Kimmy, so just quit already!" I said
and heard the line go blank. I sighed and burrowed my head into my
hands. My tears spilled out as I tried to talk.

"I'm so sorry Jake but-" I sobbed but his finger pushed gently
against my lips. His arm was draped around my shoulders. He kissed my
neck and pushed me back slightly to push his soft lips to my shoulder
blade.

"Everything is going to be fine" he said as he took my lips into
his. I shuddered as he unclipped my bra and ran his hands through my
skin.

The sun was up tall, watching us from above but nothing was going
to stop what was happening now. Jake drove into me while I moaned with
pleasure. I had crossed the line and there was no going back. I loved
him and there's no denying it.


I lay underneath Jake as he burried his head into my hair. Our
bodies had melted away together and there's no denying the fact that
this was the best sex I had in over well two years. I sighed kissed
his neck. He chuckled and picked his head up to find my lips.

"This was good" he said.

"This was excellent" I said kissing him. "I could go for another
run right now" I told him biting his ear. He kissed me again and
pulled back.

"I have to go meet my lawyer, and start the divorce procedure. I
loved Donna but I know I have a chance of loving someone more" he said
as he pulled on his shirt and kissed me at the same time.

"I'll see you tomorrow" he said. I pulled on my pants and straped
my bra into place. I got up to see him off.

"Just one thing Kim. Don't tell any one as of yet I haven't filed
the divorce and the procedure hasn't started. I don't want to be
labeled as a cheater. I'm a public figure and everyone jobs are going
to go down the drain of something happens to my image" he said. I
pushed him into the door pinning him like a prey. An amused expression
played around his face.