As I shook my head laughing again. I make it to my car and get into it. I put the key in the ignition to start it but then stop to think. Why am I so guarded, what makes me feel I can't be. As I think about the answer I remember how when I was young. I played a trick on my mom. More like a test then a trick I told her I was gay. Her husband was not having it. Called me a fag and said he did not raise no fag. Saying I could not be in his house and better not drink off him. To make the pain worse my mother stood by him. Called me a lost soul and that I had a demon in me. She even got me baptized twice. Once that happened I know I could not ever be gay. Even tho I already knew I wasn't. Even with the more then not needed hate coming from my sister that she showed me all the time. I then said no more, no more letting people fully in, no more depending on anyone. I shake my head then start my car heading to Donnie's place. As I thought about him I remember the convo me and Chris had last week after we both left the party. I knew then just what was really going on with him. It made me not like him even more. I thought at first maybe I was just putting to much into it. Then when he stepped up to me when no one was around. I knew then this nigga could not be trusted. I try to call ray as I sat a block away from Donnie's house. She did not answer but text me. Saying, what fuck could I not help you with. I laughed and text back. Well found a bag of fucks to give with your name on it. P.S where's Donnie? As I pulled into Donnie's place I think back to how I just realized that Chris shoes was the ones I was in Donnie room that day Donnie let me stay over. Question, was why was his shoes there?
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General FictionWe all have secrets some good, some bad. Some we want to hide away so bad, that we are willing to take it to our grave. That's what was on Donnie's mind at the age of 23. But when he loses control of his secrets. What happens when you have to sha...
