Catch Me (a Justin Bieber love story)

Chapter 32- we are so sorry

(A.N: the rest of the book with be in Justins P.O.V )

I sat there with my head in my hands waiting for the doctors to come out and let us know everything was going to be okay with scarlett and the baby, Scarletts mum looked as stressed as I was, 

"im sure she'll be okay" I said looking up at scarletts mum 

"Lets pray and hope she will stay fighting" she replied, i noticed the doctor walking over us, i stood up 

"whats going on?! is she okay?! is the baby okay?!" i shot a million questions at him at once, 

"The baby girl is healthy" a smile was brought to my face

"Its a girl?!" the doctor nodded, i went to run past him to see scarlett but he stopped me 

"but.. scarlett passed away" I felt tears fill my eyes

"what?" I said thinking that i might have miss heard him

"we did all we could, we really tried and we are very sorry for you lose" i shook my head

"no.. no.. it cant be.. your lying" I wasnt going to believe it! 

"we are truly sorry" I pushed pass him and ran into the room where she was giving birth, she was laying there on the bed, emotionless.

"no.." I said to myself as i ran over to her side, 

"Scarlett?" I said shaking her a little hoping and praying she would move, 

"Scarlett? wake up" I cried, i was so angry at myself, if it wasnt for me, then she would still be alive. 

"let it go Justin.. shes with god now" Crystal (scarletts mum) said patting me on the back, i looked up to her to see that her eyes were very red and puffy from all the crying, 

"This is all my fault.." I said as i pulled myself off of the ground.

"No, its not your fault" I felt more tears run down my cheeks,

"I will never love another girl the same way ever again.. she may not be with us now but my heart still belongs to her" her mum let some more tears fall down her face before we excited the room, i turned back to take one last look at my beautiful angel. 

"we are very sorry" said the doctor waiting outside the room

"would you like to see your daughter?" He asked, i looked up and nodded my head, we followed the doctor down the hallway to a room that said 'Nursery' on the door, the doctor pushed it open and walked us to a window, behind it was many babys, 

"see the one directly in front of us?" a small smile was brought to my face

"is that her?" the doctor nodded, i looked over her and felt a tear in my eye, 

"Hope" I said to myself

"excuse me?" the doctor politly asked

"thats her name, hope" the doctor smiled as he walked a step closer to me, 

"you can take her home now if you wish?" the smile grew larger

"yes please" he went back to collect her and before i knew it i was holding her tight in my arms,

"shes beautiful.. shes the splitting image of her mother" I said proudly as a tear fell down my cheek. I placed my lips on her cheek as we left the hospital. 

when we reached home i noticed a car parked out the front, and i recognised it straight away.. it was colin

"can you bring hope in? i dont want her to get hurt" i said as i knew this would end badly, i walked in the front door to see colin sitting on the lounge with his head in his hands 

"Colin?" i said walking over to him slowly

"DONT TALK TO ME! YOU KILLED HER! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT" I felt my eyes build up with tears 

"i know its my fault, im so sorry" He ran towards with his hands in fists, luckyily i dodged him

"please.. for scarletts sake, done hit me" he dropped to his knees and began to cry 

"I LOVED HER SO MUCH, ILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN! I NEVER EVEN GOT TO SAY GOODBYE" He cried, i walked over and patted him on the back

"we all loved her very much and we will all miss her alot but i mean.. we really need to stay strong, for her" I felt a tear fall down my cheek but i quickly wipped it away making sure it was noticible.

"your right.. im sorry" He shook my head

"dont be sorry" we were interupted by the sound of hope crying, 

"is that?" Colin asked lifting his head off the floor, i smiled before walking over to where crystal was holding her at the door, 

"hello beautiful" I said as i took her from crystal 

"this is hope" colin smiled a little

"she looks like her mother" 

"she does.. doesnt she?" I tickled her nose 

"as much as i hate to admit it.. she has your nose" i giggled

"she does.. doesnt she" 

that one moment when i first held her in my arms, the moment when i heard her cry, i knew that i would be the most caring and loving father that a little girl could as for, i was going to make scarlett proud, she would always be in my heart.. always.