📚 1st Journal Entry 📚

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//Olive's POV\\

When we got home from the park I felt as if I should put Emma's gift to use. I pulled out a pen and opened the journal that Emma gave me. Inside the book cover I wrote Olive's Journal. I then began writing on the first blank page in my journal. I sorta had a lousy day.

Sometimes I feel as if nothing I do matters. Love is hard work and hard work hurts. Love isn't always perfect. Sometimes I feel as if love is hard to find. I never been loved in my entire life. My parents never wanted me. So why do I think some guy is going to want me. I do know one thing, love is one of a kind.

Ever since I've been in love with Enoch, My mind is telling me to move on. But I can't. Not when my heart tells me to hold on. I feel as if some people were meant to fall in love with each other. But not meant to be together. Except I feel as if no matter how much I love Enoch, he will never love me back. He's always so busy trying to impress Emma. At some points it's hard to admit when you fallen in love with someone who might never be yours.

Once you start loving someone it's hard to stop. I still believe in love though. At some points I want to show Enoch what he means to me. What really hurts me the most is that, I can't stop thinking about Enoch, and I know that deep down inside me I know he possibly hasn't thought of me once. I didn't want to fall in love at all but at one point Enoch made me fall in love. With him.

I love him too much and it's getting hard to handle. Through all the fights and tears I still would choose him all the time and I don't really know why. I don't know what got into me. Enoch may not love me as much as I love him but I know one thing for sure, I have found the one whom my soul loves. When I finished writing I closed my journal and just sat on my bed. I kept winding up the music box that Hugh and Millard gave me.

It played a pretty tune, which is what I love about it, it also had a beautiful appearance. It didn't take long before Miss Peregrine called us to lunch. When she did I got up and left my room and went downstairs to eat.

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