Elijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
I have stories of mistakes by the dozen I've fallen a hundred times and got up again I've cried endless nights alone in the dark I sometimes speak without thinking twice I've done plenty that has become regrets
I have memories that make me disgusted I've looked at my photos and wondered why it was I know what it means to fall into ruts In this hard rain it's harder to rise It's a price to pay when it's said and done
Who knew? I'm a human being Sometimes I feel like a monster Then I feel like a saint Who knew? Christians fall too Sometimes I judge people before Walking a mile in their shoes Who knew? I become depressed Sometimes I hate myself and Keep trying to love the world Who knew? I'm human too...
But, yes I laugh through these long years that I live I learn to love despite all the hate in the world And through those things I, then grow in the Lord I'm so very thankful to my God That He's with me through the dark and light times (He's always, always with me... Yes!)
Yes, true I'm a human being Sometimes I feel like a monster Then I feel like a saint Yet you know Christ will not fall He holds us up with His just hand He's walked an extra mile in our shoes And truth is He's our Only Hope He loved us so much, that He chose To take on our punishment He knows our pain He cried our tears He's the Mystery He's the Godman
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