My head's confusion
My heart's denial
My body's eruption
In this sin that I'll
Partake in again
For the umpteenth time
Tearing my conscious within
This hatred of God; and I resign
I resigned my faith's path
I resigned my calling
I'm filled with fear and wrath
But deep inside; I know I am lying
To myself for leaving it
I'm lying to my heart and mind
I know that God will not quit
Even if I leave him behind
Do I care at all?
Yes! But I will act like a prodigal son
Because flipping it all
Off is easier than carrying on...
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The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
