All of those lies
I thought were true
I lied more to myself
Than I did you
You heard them all
And bid me adieu
As I grieve the loss
I wish I never lied to you
If I left the earth...
If I died now would you
Ever care or would it
Mean nothing to you?
"I'm sorry" are just words
But no chances anew
To make "I'm sorry"
Be something that is true
Actions speak louder
Than words ever could
Can't show them to you here
So actions will have to
be made with my
friends that are new...
But if you are reading this now...
Just know I'm sorry for lying to you
YOU ARE READING
The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...