God has blessed me beyond belief
He is there when nobody else is
He gave his life, his love, and joy
In such a strong and zealous way
Nothing held back, a reckless in love
Violent in His grace, and here I am;
I am lackadaisical when returning His love
I am lukewarm in my cup; and a metronome
Back and forth from believing to doubting
I want to give myself to Him and surrender
I struggle with it everyday; but God I want You
Please teach me to return the lovers' love You give
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The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
