You burnt me out
You tore me down
I let you walk all over me
You sought me out
You took me down
I let you into my mind's doors
Because I see...
I gave you control!
I guess after the third chance
Fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh
I should know that you'll never change
I guess after all of that
I should leave you behind
I forgive you, I love you
But you are unhealthy for me
I accept what I have done too
For I am as unhealthy to you as you are me
You keep coming
You keep talking
Do I look like I fucking care?
You have returned
You keep blaming
Do I look like I can be fooled?
Because you see...
You aren't in control!
I guess after the third chance
Fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh
I should've known you'd never change
I guess after all of that
I should leave you behind
I forgive you, I love you
But you are unhealthy for me
I accepted what I have done
But I'm sure you haven't in those manipulative words
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The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
