I once was a child
Who had great fears of
Everything
That I saw take place here
I was a liar
Yea, I lied my way
Out of things
I thought were far too hard
I was shallow
But I shall deepen
That I may
Grow to be ablaze in Christ
Deepen my heart in His love
Refine it in His flame
Bring the ashes upon my brow
To rise tomorrow from them
I, His masterpiece
A child to His Name
I am like a Phoenix in
His loving caressing hand
I am growing
I am learning to
Set a good
Example to the world
I am standing
On the Word of God
It is truth
The truth that I trust in
I am hoping
Upon my Saviour
The One who
Hears all my secret tears
Step by step makes me stronger
Though this path's wearying
Bring on the storm and bring the rain
I'm not afraid of it
Ready and armed now
I'm set for battle
I know I'm only a child
But now I'm fighting for God!
My deepened heart
Growing in His Word
The light reflects
A warrior in Christ
Once a liar
And so juvenile
Gotta rise
Reignite my soul's embers
I want to grow
I want to be changed
I want to
Be that change in the world
The old have passed away in
The ashes of my death
Until I rise by Christ's power
I'll fly and not be chained
To this weary mortal
Body that's so ill
And bound to the ground
I know I'm not a child but
A soldier of the Kingdom
A Phoenix fire
I will die so Christ
Will then be
Magnified in my pain
Refined, like gold my
Imperfections fade
In the flame
Glimpse of eternity
From ashes rise I
Reborn and made new
Sins are cleansed
And I'm forgiven
My heart's deepened in His love
I'm refined in His flame
I endured the storm and the rain
Was not afraid of it
God armed me; now my
Victory is won
And I know that God was there
So now I am flying Home!
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The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...