I'm sorry if I seem closed
I've hurt too many
And too many have hurt me
I will be honest, I'm afraid to show
The darkest part of my soul
I'm sorry if I'm running
I am not sure why
I won't be honest fully
I hide in the darkest room of my heart
I wish I could burn this part
I'm sorry if I'm silent
I'm not sure who to
Trust; I don't trust me or you
It's not just you; don't take it on yourself
I run away for my health
I'm sorry; I opened up
'Twas too much for you
I thought you wanted the truth,
But now you left; and it is like I guessed
I knew that you'd have left...
I'm sorry if I blame me
But you're not to blame
The fault is upon my name
For I knew the truth would be too much for you
And now I've faced that truth
YOU ARE READING
The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
