Elijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...
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"Take me home!" She tearfully screams In the crevices of her mind, she knows she needs help Apathetically she lays down; it seems She hasn't cut nor aimed to kill herself But she knows she needs Him The Christ; God with us Weighed down by sin She cries out for Jesus For the Hero we call upon and needed most The Hero who has saved us by His death The poison that He drank all down on the cross The poison that saved us all from the cup of God's wrath It doesn't belong to her now She doesn't need to drink it anymore She does not know how She will surrender it, but is there something more? She wants to live and wants to die But most of all; desires to be whole She wants one night where she doesn't cry She needs healing for this soul! "Take me Home; let me die;" She's laid there for she don't know how long She knows she can't that's why she cries Selfish and fickle and weak; "I don't belong!" Remember whose glory this is for It is not for your own, lil'un! Rejoice for God reaches to where You are through the love and blood of His Son!
