When i tell you that bro is king of Chemistry,y'all better believe it.
He nailed it in every frame.
I don't want to hear anything about neha sharma,she did an amazing job too.And for my surprise, the song is great as well.
I am not exactly a kakkar fan but this actually is a good song.
You know the drill,go watch it...give it amazing views and comments.
And for fuck sake's don't compare this to sidnaaz or sana...real or reel ko alag rehne do,aur art ko appreciate krna seekho...akele ki mehnat se kabhi project successful nahi hota jab tk dono acha act na karen.
So no drama❤
Also there is a message on my profile wall by one of my lovlies kartigya go,read it and do your duty as fans🥂
Bhula dunga is our parma dharma so don't forget that...while you stream both kurta pjyama and dil ko krar aaya!!!
Happy reading babies!!!
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It was a day before sidharth's birthday and sana was just coming back from the shoot.
She is tired but she wants to wish him at exactly 12.
So she has probably 10 alarms on her phone,in case she falls asleep you know.
Her feet were hurting from the stunts she had to perform and she was all sweaty and grimy.
Sana decided to take a warm bath just to feel a bit better.
She drew herself a nice bath and picked her phone up to play some relaxing music.
It took her a while to come out of the cocoon she made for herself.
Sana wiped herself clean and went ahead to blow dry her hair.
She doesn't wanna catch a cold.
After she was done blow drying...sana looked at the time.
It was 11:52.
Sana-Phle hi kar leti hun,baat karti rahungi fir 12 bje wish kar dungi.
She dialled his number to only find it not reachable.
What?Where is he?
Sana frantically kept dialing but same answer everytime.
She dialled kaushal and asked him if he knows about any plans sidharth had?
He had no idea.Sana even tried the social media but to no avail.
She kept trying like a mad woman but it was of no use.
Dekhte dekhte 12 bhi bj gaye aur sidharth ka no.abhi bhi out of reach tha .
Sana-Ye insan wakai out of my reach hi hogya hai.
She tried for some time but eventually sleep took over her and sana fell asleep.
She woke up in the morning with kaushal calling her.
Sana*sleepy*Hello?
Kaushal-Sana..ek to i can't get in touch with sidharth and abhi tak you haven't posted anything for his birthday...people have started their dumb speculations.
Mujhe bol deti main kar deta.
Sana wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.So even when she feels like absolute crap,she has to post because apparently people think that if you don't post it on social media something is wrong with y'll.
Wow...some life she is living.
Sana-Nahi wo main abhi uthi hun daal ri hun bas.
She went on twitter and ig respectively and posted their wedding picture.
Shehnaaz Gill- I might have a lot of things in life to be thankful for,but HE is the best and topmost of them all❤
Happy birthday baby,tu mera sab kuch
hai🤗
May we continue to annoy each other forever. AMEN❤
She kept the phone down and went ahead with her work on the sets.
Even after 6 hours of continuous shoot,sana was constantly redialing his number,to be disappointed again.
Was there something wrong with him?
Is he even okay?
The only thing that makes her question the situation is that he hasn't talked to anyone.
If it was something sana said or did,he would be talking to kaushal atleast.But no one can reach him,so there is a chance that he was actually in a place with no reception or something.
After they were done shooting,sana was approached by kartik.
Kartik-Hey sana,kya hua off lg ri hai?
Sana-Remote khrab hogya hai.😁
She laughed and kartik chuckled.
Kartik-Kya tu bhi....acha,sham ko match dekhne chalenge.....sb aarahe hain..chalna hai na?
Sans thought for a while and kartik pleaded again.
"Plz yar tu akele baithi rahegi hum sb enjoy karenge, sahi nahi lgta"
She agreed after pitying herself for not doing anything other than work and ofcourse think about her husband.
She left the set and promised to meet everyone by the bar around 7ish.
Sana went back to her room and dialed him again.
And when she was met again by the robot voice,she silenced her phone and kept it by the pillow.
She needs to stop obsessing. It was feeling more sad than anything to her right now.
She had to make one call before it all though.
Sana called the spot boy at sidharth's set to ask him what happened of the surprise.
And when he picked up,he was equally confusing.
Sana-Hello,yea...you gave him the surprise????
Boy-Maam..actually,well sir is not here and the surprise is where sir is..well it will be where sir is by tomorrow morning atleast.
That was the best i could do.
Sana-What?
The man was about to say something when her phone flashed kartik's name in between.
Sana-I will talk to you later,wait.
Sana-Hello.
Kartik-Tere aane tak ek bhi wicket nahi jaayegi ye shart lgi hai..toh plz jldi aaja kyunki bharosa kam hi hai is game ka.
Sana*laughed*Aai bas...thodi der.
She kept the phone there only and left to meet the boys by the bar.
Sana will celebrate his birthday, with him or without him.
Its a good sign that he was not available to any one and not only her.
That doesn't make any difference in the situation but it calms her heart down to think he is not mad at her.
Sana knows they are far from okay right now and even though they keep trying to not argue or fight..but they aren't being themselves.
Infact they haven't been themselves ever since the last time they saw each other and come what may sana wanted to go back to the beginning.
It won't be easy but they will make it work,they have to make it work.
And with this,she stepped into the car to try and live a little.
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Sidharth was about to reach her hotel room.He was tired,exhausted and half dead but he was here,so that's something right.
Sidharth was still a bit dazed.What was he going to say to her?
Will she be happy or angry?
Ever since he has swtiched his phone on,its been blowing up.
He couldn't possibly try to reply anyone right now.So he decided to call sana to casually ask what she is doing and apologizing for not being able to talk earlier.
He tried but she wasn't picking up.He kept dialing but she wasn't receiving.
Damn it....was she mad?She knows he was inactive so he could very well be shooting or working at a place with no reception.
Oh god,what if they meet after so long and its all fights and destruction.
That will literally drive his birthday to hell.Ek toh travel kar karke sar dard horaha hai,upar se stress.
He was trying to conjure right words to justify this spontaneous action.
Sidharth was scrolling through the gram when Sana's post popped up.
He smiled at that and realized something....it doesn't matter how the married life is treating them,they love each other and that won't ever change.
Sidharth wants to talk and sort things before he leaves for his set,because he is going to be working even when she will be free and resting at home.
They can't live like this.They absolutely can't survive that long without having the same old love that made them feel good.
To be a couple who is constantly in the public eye, is one of the most toxic things.
You live in a constant fear of disappointing millions of people...there is a reason why so many celebrities break things off and take months to announce it.They know what's coming.
People trying to be their counselors, parents,best friends,relatives and what not.
The constant, oh god i wanna die,oh god kill me.He hates the fact that the profession they both adore leaves little to no room for somethings to be shared the way they want.
Its not like he hates the fans or that they seem interested in him...he is what he is because of them.
But when you admire someone,you admire what you see.
You admire what they purposely show you,what they present in front of you.
But that is just the tip of the iceberg.
You don't have any idea what goes behind the screen and how exactly they became what you admire today.
He was about to type something into his phone when he arrived at his destination.
Sidharth thanked the driver and went to the reception.
After checking with the production house,he was sent upstairs ,he already knew the room no.
She had told him.
So without wasting much time,he ran to meet sana.
Sidharth was knocking on her door ,all sweaty and tired but there was no answer.
Where was she?
He called her again.But again..no answer.
Sidharth called the only other person he had contact of there,other than sana.
He dialed her makeup lady.
Sid-Hello..hey maya,yea actually i am in the hotel she is staying, but the door is locked.Any ideas where i can find my wife?
Maya-Wo..sana is out with kartik and team,there was a cricket match party, you know the regular all cricket lovers gathered in the zone and partying.
Sid-Oh cool,what is the name of the club again?
Maya-EL DIABLO
Sid-Okay,thank you.
He went straight down to the reception and asked them for a spare key.
And they gave it in a second.
Sidharth went inside, set his luggage aside and decided to freshen up a bit.
He did the needful and got ready for meeting his wife on his birthday that will end in about 5 hours.
Wow,some birthday alright.
Sidharth ran to the place and tried calling her in between but there was no answer from her.
He gave up eventually.
He would have to find her movie style.In the club,grinding on some stranger.
He thinks the fuck not.She better not be grinding against any man.That would be like the worst birthday present ever.
Sidharth entered inside and was hit by an irish pub vibe.
People on the dance floor with headphones dancing to the tunes and whole lot of them watching a cricket match on big screen and abusing every now and then with beer in their hands.
He swept his gaze across the dance floor and spotted sana immediately.
She was turned towards the tv and animatedly talking to kartik as if she is going to head BCCI the next year.
Sidharth sneaked up on her and gestured for kartik to not say anything.
Sana saw kartik smiling and stopped talking.
Sana-Kya hua?Han?Aaaaaaaaaa..mummyyyy!!!!
She ran into his arms as soon as he tapped on her shoulder.
Sidharth laughed as kartik clapped and laughed.
He kissed her and she started sobbing all of a sudden.
Sidharth was kissing the top of her head and laughing.
He hugged kartik and greeted everyone.
They all were awwing at Sana's constant crying.
Sid-Bas kar bey,sbko lagega mere aane ka dukh lga hai.
She said nothing and then all of a sudden she screamed
"Phone konsi maa ko diya hua hai,raat se lgi hui hun sidharth....sirf tower pe ni chadi network wale,baaki sb kar liya maine"
Sid*chuckling*Flight mode on the yar...land hote hi on kiya tha par tune ek phone ni pick kiya mera.
Sana-Oh,wo hotel mein hi hai.Thoda break lena chahti thi.
Sidharth stopped the discussion ,he knows where it will go from here.
When suddenly sana screamed
"Happy birthday husband"
And everyone there started singing Happy birthday to him when sana and kartik started it.
They were given a cake on the house for celebrating and after they were done with it,sana said
"Hum wapis chalte hain,idr kya karenge"
Sid nodded and they wished kartik and other people goodnight.
Kartik-Bro...aaj biwi ke sath mna le.Kal teri treat hai for your official birthday celebration. Aise ni jaane denge.
Sid-Ofcourse man.bye!
Sana was clinging so hard to him.He wasn't able to move freely.
They reached the hotel room back and sana wasted no time in engulfing him back into a hug.
Sidharth just let her hug him and kept patting her back.
Sid-Baat bhi karegi..ya sara bday god mein hi nikalna hai?
Sana-Yar sidharth...tu bta ni skta tha.Subah se dimag khrab kar diya hai na call lg ri rhi thi na kuch...kitna dar gyi thi main.
Sid-Sorry baby...meri galti hai par fir surprise kaise deta teko yar.
Sana-Han bda tera surprise....oh teri..damn it sidharth tera surprise.
Sid-Han?
Sana-Maine tere gifts parcel karwaye they and i pre ordered the cake.as well...wo sb waste ho gya.
Sid-Abey gifts to jaake mil hi jayenge na aur cake wo log kha lenge yar....ek hi baat hai.
They laughed about it and sana softly said
"Tu toh free nahi tha na?Fir kaise aagya"?
Sidharth sensed the direction this conversation was taking.
Sid-Dekho...i am.here for a few days and i do want to talk about all this but i really think birthday pe ye sb baaten nahi karni chahiye.
Sana-Toh?Kya karna hai bta?You want to..i mean...do you?
Sid*laughing*Dear God, shehnaaz tu kya item hai. I am your husband you know you can say sex😜
Sana-Nahi sharam wali baat ni hai...par i thought you're tired and all.
Sid hugged her and kissed her lips before saying
"Is sb ke liye nahi aaya hun,i geniunely missed you that is all..we have a lot to talk about and maybe after that we can think about the ahm...you know"
He teased her and she elbowed him.
Sid-Ek kaam aur hai jo zaruri karna hai.
Sana-Kya?
Sid-Phone subah se bnd tha,so i wasn't able to thank anyone...lets make a video together and surprise fans...unko nahi pta hai k i flew here to meet you.
Sana-Aur family?
Sid-Baaz aur meri maa ko pta tha,maine bola tha surprise hai btana mat.
Sana nodded and said
"Ruk fir live jaate hain"
Twitter pe kaushal post kardega khud.
Sid-Okay .
They went live and thanked everyone that wished him and he very neatly lied to all of them for next 5 minutes and when he felt sufficent people were watching them...sidharth said
"Oh han...mera gift to dikhana bhool gya main aap logon ko"
He flipped the camera and sana waved to everyone.
They chatted and talked to the hyped fans for a while and then they switched their phones off to have a quiet time by themselves.
Sidharth was cuddling sana and both of them were trying to sleep.
Sana was feeling very anxious and it was just getting to her,so much that she thought she should at least talk to sidharth about it.
Sana-Sidharth.
Sid-Han baby?
Sana-Why is this so difficult?
Sid-kya?
Sana-Ye being married and all.
Sid looked at her face and tried to put it in the simplest way he could muster.
Sid-Mera bhi first time hi hai waise,par jo mujhe samaj aara hai wo yahi hai k we have never experienced such circumstances before.
Aur expectations waisi hi rakhi hai jaise phle thi toh shayad yahi dikkat ho ri hai.
I mean we have less time, less energy,less romance toh expectations bhi toh less kar hi deni chahiye thi na.
I don't think its either of our fault but dikkat toh hai hi.
You know you should have told me about the scene.
Sana-And you should haven been respectful.
Sid-Tujhe lgta hai mera irada kabhi disrespect karne ka hoga tujhe?
I get mad i react.
Sana-You know what i feel we will fight again,so lets stop.
Sid sighed and said
"Okay how about...kal raat ki party se phle...tum aur main baith ke baat karenge and then we will sort it out"
Sana agreed and they hugged each other before going to sleep.
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It was morning and shehnaaz was up and running.
She had to be on set about 2ish and its already 11.
She was thinking maybe she should let sidharth sleep,he was here to rest.
She has time to get breakfast with him and talk ofcourse before she leaves.
Its her call whether she wants to talk or let him sleep.
She looked at his sleeping figure and her heart felt heavy.
She was overwhelmed at how much she missed him.
Its borderline depressing that they are having problems in their relationship.
Mostly because they love each other so much.
But love is never enough, to run a relationship you need a lot more than that.
You need so much courage, patience,understanding, respect...and whole lot of other things as well.
Sana went near him and hugged him.
As soon as her wet hair touched his face,he cried.
Sid-Yaaarrr....its cold sana.
Sana-Hmmm...tbhi toh snuggle kar ri hun.
Sid-Hmm.
He kissed the top of her head.
Sid-Damn...you are ready to leave?
Sana-Nahi...just naha ke aai hun.
Breakfast order karna hai isliye tera wait kar ri thi..tu bta de kya khayega,wahi order kar dungi.
Sid pretends to think and then says.
"Pancakes"
She giggled.
Sana was about to call the service when sidharth stopped her.
Sid-No actually,lets grab breakfast on the way to your set.
Main drop karunga tumhe.
Sana-Tu sure hai?Thak gya hoga?
Sid-Naaa..m good,tum ruko.
He went into the bathroom and sana decided to change.
She was still in her pjs,she decided she would wear denim shorts and a tank top.
Sana laid them on the bed and went to blow dry her hair a bit.
She stood in front of the mirror and switched it on.
The noise of the hairdryer drowned the voice of her surroundings and sana had no idea that while she was about to change,sidharth was out of the washroom with a towel around his waist,just staring at the beauty.
*Mature Content*
He wanted to be the bigger person and just say,sorry..i will turn the other way and you can change but he has been without her so long,and here she is looking like a whole meal.
He is only human.
So he decided to embrace the horndog in him for a while and forget about the dynamics of their relationship.
Sana was about to pick the shorts up when her eyes landed on sidharth looking at her like he wants to eat her alive.
She had no idea how to behave, should she be like...what?Or just jump his bones?
Why do people mostly assume that the man got horny and pounced on the woman while she blushed and said...baabbebeeee...stoooopppp!!!
Sorry but women have hormones too,they feel pleasure too.
And this might come as a surprise to some,
But women initate sex too...haaawwww whatttt?
Yup!
So sana decided to let it all go for a while and she went and stood on her toes to kiss her man.
Oh this was bliss...she wasn't holding back.
Sidharth needed only the slightest push to understand what actually was going on in her brain.
He held her up in his arms and with a swish of a hand,removed everything that was on the bed.
So now the only thing there was their bare bodies colliding.
Sana grabbed his arm and he lost his balance to topple over her.
Sid-You sure we don't need to talk first?
Sana-That can wait,i can't.
He smirked and touched her body with his lips and she seethed.
Looks like her body missed him as well.
Sidharth entered her as he stared into her eyes while sana just gasped at the familiar and welcomed pain.
She was taking it all in and that wasn't even the beginning of what she was feeling in the moment.
Its like her skin understands his needs.
She kissed his chest and bit the skin on his neck.
She was enjoying watching his face changing shades as she licked his skin.
Sidharth was torching her with slow agonizing speed and sana was letting her tongue work its magic.
She wanted him to tap out first and he was waiting for her to beg.
She looked at him with so much love for a second that sidharth came undone just feeling it.
He took her flesh into his mouth and sana cried out his name.
She dragged her nails down his back and that gave sidharth enough adrenaline to sped up.
He flipped her over so sana wasn't able to see his face up front but the way she was now all she saw was his face in the mirror and their bodies coming together in the ecstasy of love making.
The fact that she could see what he was doing to her in the mirror was enough to push sana over the edge and sidharth was really close, she could feel it too.
Sana gained her composure back when he flipped her again,he was about to finish but she shocked him when she kneeled in front of him and pushed him on the bed.
Before sidharth could even utter a single word...he was blinded by the light you see at the end of every mind numbing orgasm.
He pantingly pulled her on top of him and they tried to let the heat of the moment pass.
Both of them stayed like that for the longest time possible and then finally sidharth stood up to clean himself and her as well
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It took them 30 minutes to get ready and leave for the breakfast place.
Sid and her were having breakfast when he smiled at her.
Sana-Kya?
Sid-Kuch ni....nice jewellery.
Sana-Hain?I am not wearing any....wtf....sidharth tu vampire hai kya?
She was sporting a giant hickey and it looked like a bad rash.
He was laughing though, he was not much bothered about it.
Sid-I couldn've done a lot worse biwi, shukar mnao.
Sana-Bezatti ka ghar🤦♀️
Sid-Han aur kya pati ke sath toh ludo khelte hain baaki log,hickey kaise dikhaogi tum duniya ko,pta ni chal jayega logon ko ke we had sex.
Sana threw a straw at him.
Sana-Logon ko pradarshan karne ki zarurat nahi hai sidharth...bina tere signature ke bhi pta hai unko k main teri biwi hun.
Sid-Hmm wo bhi hai.
Sana got a call and she excused herself.
Sana-Hello?
Hello ma'am, i am calling from the hotel reception, there is a birthday surprise delivery for your room from a man called Emir from Istanbul.
Sana-Can you give him the phone please.
Sure ma'am.
Sana-Hello.
Man-Hello ma'am, the gifts you wanted delivered in Turkey,my brother gave them to me and said to give you all of them at this address.
Sana-Oh okay thankyou so much,give the phone back to the receptionist plz.
Sana-Hello...yea can you please set all of that up in my room and keep all the eatable safe until i come back.
Sure ma'am.
Sid-Eatable?
Sana-Han wo yahan ki specialty mngai thi...ab aayi hai toh maine bola rakho..sham ko dekhenge aake kya hai.
Sid nodded and sana typed a quick thankyou text to the man in Turkey.
She texted one more man to do the needful for the evening's party and shoved her phone back in her bag.
Sid-Kya hua?Ajeeb sa behave kar ri hai.
Sana-Nahi toh.
Sid-Okay then,chalo fir.
They went to the set and everyone was so happy to see sidharth again.
They all were more than welcoming.
Kartik-Aur fir..sham ke liye ready hai na.
Sid-Ready?Kya bumps pdenge kya?
Kartik-Bhai...30 ke baad ye dangerous games nahi khelni chahiye,kuch bhi ho skta hai.
They high fived and sana smiled.
She offered sidharth to either go for sightseeing or sit with her in her vanity.
Sid-Or i can go back to hotel.
Sana-No you cannot.
Sid-Kyun?
Sana-Wo tere party venue se dur hai..fir bda travel ho jayega....dekh 5 ghante ki baat hai sidharth...idr hi rukja.
Sidharth agreed reluctantly and joined her in the vanity.
She was getting ready for the shoot while sidharth was behind her casually scrolling through his phone.
They were talking about the good old days of sneaking and making out in the vanity which was a different kind of rush.
Once she was ready to give her shot,sana asked him once more if he will be fine in here.
Sid nodded and said
"Honestly, i want to sleep a little..neend poori ni hui hai meri"
She pecked his lips and went outside to deliver the performance.
Sidharth was asleep probably five minutes after she left him.
And he was woken up by shehnaaz tapping on his shoulder.
Sid-Heyy.
Sana*laughed*Aisa lg raha hai sadiyon se so raha hai.
Sid-Feel bhi aisa hi ho raha hai.
Shehnaaz looked at him while removing the accessories she had on.
Sid-Ab kya plan hai?
Sana-ab seedha party mein chal rahe hain jahan ye log tera diwala nikalenge.
Sid laughed at that... koi ni..loan nikala tha maine bday ke liye,ho jayega manage.
Sana laughed and they announced to everyone that they should lead and sidharth will follow them.
Kartik agreed and they showed sid the way to the club.
All of them entered inside and the vibe of this place was really catchy.
Everybody made themselves comfortable and after sometime kartik said to sidharth
"Bhai tera bday hai..toh cake to hona chahiye"
Sana has a surprise for you.
Sid turned to her and she smiled.
Sana-Aapke gifts yahan paucha diye hain...kyunki aap yahan hain...toh ab this is more of a real celebration.
Sidharth was happily looking around when the gifts arrived with a big cart that was pushed by a waiter that had a beautiful cake on it.
Sid-How?
Sana-Say thankyou to shyam bhaiya...mere hotel room se saara saaman inhone yahan laaya hai.
Sid hugged the man and then kissed Sana's cheek thanking her.
Sana snapped a picture of him with the cake and posted
"NOTHING LESS THAN A CROWN WOULD DO FOR MY KING"!!!
They all were singing and dancing when sana kept insisting that sidharth should open his gift.
Sid-Yar..ye baad mein bhi ho skta hai na sana.
Sana-Nahi ye wala idr hi kholo plz.
She was recording obviously.
Sidharth was oblivious to it so he opened the package and freaked out when a big spider spring plushie jumped on him.
Sana posted his reaction and everyone there was laughing.
Sidharth was not exactly happy but he wasn't mad either.
The drinks were served and they all were really having a good time.
Sana was silently watching sidharth, gulping one drink down after the other and behaving like its no big deal.
She didn't wanna cause any scene but this was not okay for her.
Sidharth looked at her and said
"Why do you have that look on your face sana"????
Sana-Kya?
Sid-Yahi...mummy wali.
Sana-Tu...thoda zyada ni pi raha?
Sid*scoffed*Plz firse shuru mat hona..i am fine.I can handle my liquor very well.
Sana-Par zarurat nahi hai na sidharth...plz mat pi na.
Sid-Yar tum aaram se ni baith skti kya sana?Why do you always have to be so annoying about everything.
He was bitter drunk.
Sana tried to explain it to him that she was going through kind of a PTSD watching her husband drink like her ex used to do.
But he was not exactly being understanding right now.
The argument got so heated that sana had to excuse herself to go to the washroom for a while.
Kartik was watching them bicker from a distance and when he saw sana again all sad and running away,he thought maybe sidharth will like a man to man talk.
Kartik went upto him and said
"Dude all good"?
Sid-Yea,women.You just can't let anything go with them.
Kartik-Honestly sidharth, i am a little concerned for her.
Sid-How so?
Kartik-The way she has been struggling with her emotions all the damn time,its affecting her work as well you know.
Sid-You don't understand kartik,it gets very cluttered inside the mind sometimes.We can't always behave in the same manner now,can we?
Kartik-Han i know bro,you are right but jaise last time bhi tum log jab lade they she cried a lot kyunki tumhare bday pe aane wali baat pe jhagda hogya tha..aur tu bahut disrespectful bhi hogya tha....
He was interrupted by a shocked and drunk sidharth
"Ek sec.who told you about that"?
Kartik-She did,she was crying and i happen to be there and she needed to vent out her frustrations and
Sid was furious now
"So she told you that i was being a shitty husband"?
Before kartik could say anything, sana came and saw the faces.
She asked worriedly what happened?
Sidharth excused himself from kartik and dragged sana to another corner of the room...before all that he hugged kartik and said
"Thankyou for all of this man,i had fun"
Kartik nodded and sidharth confronted sana.
Sid-I can't believe you were trying to lecture me about what our marriage needs when you went ahead and involved another man in our relationship????
Kartik ko mere baare mein chugli ki tune?
Sana-What?Tu pagal hai?I was upset and he was just helping.
Sid-Hah...han kyun ni meri image kya bnai tune uski nazron mein,tbhi toh mujhe aise disappointed tareeke se dekh raha tha wo.
Sana-Sidharth tu pagal hogya hai,plz ab aur ni peena,tu nashe mein hai isliye...
He lost it at that.
Sid-Nashe mein aadmi drive nahi karta,sunai sb saaf deta hai mujhe
For fuck sake stop saying that i am drunk....i am not drunk i am fine.
Fuck....fuck...this is so wrong of you.
Sana was trying to touch him when he walked out on her.
He legit walked out on shehnaaz and left her there standing and crying.
She ran outside to stop him but he wasn't there.She called him and he disconnected.
Sana went inside and kartik came to her
"Oye sidharth ka credit card....wo bhool gya tha"
He saw sana and stopped for a while.
Kartik-Sana is everything okay?
Sana-Han wo...meri tabiyat theek nahi thi to maine bola k gaadi nikaal hotel chalte hain.
Kartik nodded and bid his goodbye after asking her multiple times if she was okay.
Sana called an uber and went straight to her hotel room.
She was running like a mad woman and she almost knocked the door down with her force.
Sana entered to see sidharth tying his shoes on and his bags weren't even there.
Sana-What the fuck do you think you are doing?
Sid-Clearly coming here was a mistake sana.
Sana-Kyun?Kyunki maine kisi ko apne dil ka haal sunaya hai isliye?
Sid-Tere dil ka haal hamari shadi ka haal hai,aur agar mujhse is bare mein baat nahi ki thi..toh third person ko beech mein kyun laaya?
Sana-Sidharth shadi sirf tere akele ki nahi hai,main frustrated thi aur wo...
Sid-Suno...meri flight hogyi hai and my luggage is already down.
I am too angry to look at you right now aur main andar se ye janta hun k main ruka toh mujhse kuch bahut galat bol diya jaayega jo main nahi chahta.
Sana-So ye hai tera solution?
Sid-Nahi...ye mera escape hai.
I know we have problems and we need to solve them lekin i cannot do that when all I feel is this blinding rage....muje bahut gussa hai sana...aur main nahi jaanta main kya bol dunga ya kar dunga.
Abhi mujhe jaane de.
He thought she will protest but sana stepped to the side and said with finality in her voice.
"Ja...agar chezen solve kiye bina tu kaam pe focus kar skta hai toh ja wapis"
Sid-Main kya kar skta hun mujhe nahi pta par main kya nahi kar skta wo pta hai.
Main is halaat mein therapy therapy nahi khel skta sana.
I can't do it when all i can think about is,kartik knows our problems.
An outsider knows our problem.
When did he become your best friend?
Sana-I don't have to answer that,but ye samaj ja ke maine kuch galat nahi kiya hai aur is baar main maafi nahi mangungi.
Maine teri koi burai nahi ki hai maine sirf apni problem share ki thi.
Sid-Aur usme i wasn't the bad guy?
Sana was silent.
Sid- Thought so....i think we should do this when your shoot will be over and i will come to visit you.
Main yahan relax karne aaya tha par i can't and don't want to see kartik for a while aur main rude hoke koi tmasha nahi bnana chahta.
Sana was not even crying now...in a way she understood.
Sana-So we will talk about our problems jab tujhe kam gussa ho aur main free ho jaun?
Sid nodded.
Sana-Ja fir tu,kyunki tujhe mujhpe gussa hai toh mujhe bhi zyada pyar ni aaraha tujhpe...zyada baat bigde isse acha jaa.
Sid took his last bag and was about to leave through the door when he said
"I love you"
Sana turned back and said
"Its not enough"
She wiped her tears and sidharth left for the airport.
The distance was increasing and she didn't mean only by the road.
She sat down on the floor and had a breakdown.
It feels like a breakup,its not but it feels like it.
Sana cried all night and decided that she will handle it the practical way.
She will finish her work,go back home.Be with the people she love and then she will sit down with sidharth and have a final discussion about what they need in their marriage in order to fix it.
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New year came quicker than ever and sana was staring at the ticket kartik gave to her.
She and sidharth are doing terrible..they don't talk at all.
A text here and there only.
That is all happening.
She was trying to think if she should go to India instead of Turkey because her shoot ended 17 days earlier and she was done with the movie.
Well she was...kartik still had some scenes left...but she was done.
Ek man tha k sidharth se milke India jaya jaye...aur ek man tha k seedha maa ke paas jaya jaye.
After thinking a lot sana remembered what he told her earlier.
"We will talk when you will be done with work and i will be less angry"
Now is a good time for that.
So she called the uber and after texting the rest of the people goodbye...she left from there to go meet sidharth tomorrow.
She landed on new year's eve in Turkey,which meant no 12'o clock new year wish.
She informed kaushal though so he did from both their sides to their fans but he knew something was up with them.
Right now.....sana was outside of sidharth's place and she called the crew member she was in touch with.
Sana got to know from him that sidharth was once again out partying with his friends.
She knew she won't be able to wait,so she kept her luggage by the reception and decided to bring him back to hotel.
Sana already had flights roped in for today, tomorrow and a day after...booking just a text away.
Infact the earliest leaves here in 4 hrs from now.
She didn't wanna take a chance in case they fight again or he didn't want her there.
She thanked the man who guided her and he said
"Sir and his friends will be in the private booth ma'am, enjoy your stay"
She smiled and stepped towards the chamber to only be greeted by a bouncer.
Bouncer-Sorry ma'am VIP only.
Sana-I am married to your VIP,so you better allow me to go in or drag him out.Tell him i want to talk.
The big guy knew she meant business by her demeanor and allowed her in.
How she wished he wouldn't have.
What sana saw,broke her heart into a million pieces.
There was a woman in sidharth's lap,she was half naked and about to kiss sidharth.
While two other men were in the corner with two other women.
Lights were so dim but it was enough to see what was going on.
The woman squeaked when sidharth threw her off of him and stood up immediately.
He was all sweaty and guilty and immediately started saying
"Sana..i swear its not what it looks like..she was just forcing herself on me and i didn't wanna hit her coz she is a woman so i"
The next sound was Sana's slap.It was so loud that everyone in the room was stunned.
Sana-He is a married man,if you wanna fuck,go find someone who is willing and someone who doesn't have a significant other.
Sidharth and everyone was shocked as the woman who was slapped ran from there all embarrassed and crying.
Sidharth was scared to speak,sana was so angry and in tears.
She asked him just one thing.
"Abhi bhi pi hui hai na"
Sid just nodded.
Sana-Sidharth bharosa mujhe itna hai tujhpe ke tu uske sath kamre mein akela bhi hota main tb bhi ni manti k tu galat karega.
Sidharth was ashamed of her Confidence in him because he knows if the tables were turned, he would not have given her the benefit of doubt.
He would've been way too angry and jealous at that.
Sana wiped her tears and texted for her ticket which she will collect at the airport.
Sidharth saw her typing away and asked
"Kya kar ri hai"?
I am sorry...plz hotel chalke baat karte hain.
She nodded and they wasted no time in going back to his hotel.
All through the drive sana was silent.
Sid-Maar le chahe sana,par chup mat baith plz.
She just looked at him and said
"Ek hi sawaal puchungi sidharth"
Agar tune pi nahi hoti...toh kya tb bhi tu udr us chamber mein baitha hota?
Sid-Nahi.
Sana-Hah...ab smj aaya kyun sharab ko apna dushman bolti rehti thi main.
Kyun tere hath jodti thi k ye mat kar..tere liye mazak hogi maine log barbaad hote dekhen hai sidharth .
She was full on sobbing now.
Par tu nahi maana...tujhe lga bas tokna psnd hai muje ...main toh pagal thi na kuch bhi bkwas krti rehti thi.
They were standing outside his hotel and sana was not willing to go inside with him.
Sana- sun meri baat...meri flight hai thodi der mein main sirf new year wish karne aayi thi,socha tha shadi bachaye apni par shadi toh theek hai sidharth, dikkat to teri hai.
Sid-Han?
Sana-Nahi karni mujhe baat jab tu hosh mein nahi hai,jb tak tujhe yeh nahi smj aata k teri aadat hamari problem hai filhal sbse bdi.
He tried touching her but she shifted back...she said hiccuping
"Tujhe yaad hai tune bola tha k yahan ruka toh kartik ko dekhke gussa aata rahega"?
Sid nodded with tears in his eyes.
Sana-Main teri shakal dekh ri hun mujhe wo ldki dikhai de ri hai.
Tune galat kar diya sidharth...bahut galat.
Sid*crying*I know...i am sorry mera bacha...i know that was not okay but i wasn't, it wasn't...main nahi...
Sana-Apne aap ko us situation mein tune daala tha....Main third person se dukh ni baant saki,tune god mein baitha liya?
Kis muh se justify kar raha hai?
Sidharth's head hung low and he didn't mutter a word further. He was just crying and begging her to go inside.
Sana's luggage arrived and so did the car she asked for.
Sid-Tu kahin nahi jayegi..we need to talk.
Sana-Nahi...ab nahi. Bahut sun li teri aur bahut kar liya tera lihaz. Main ghar jaa rahi hun maa ke paas kyunki movie khtm hogyi hai meri aur main deserve karti hun aaram.
Tu reh yahan..sharab aur sasti randiyon ke beech...shayad wakai mein sb bdl gya hai sidharth. Tu bhi,tera standard bhi aur teri aadaten bhi.
Plz mujhe jaane de,main aur ni dekh skti tujhe...mera dam ghut raha hai.
Sidharth saw as she sat in the car and drove away without listening to him.
He had nothing to say...he wasn't cheating on her by any means but what she was a true.
She was coming onto him.
And the fact that she trusted him after that even was so embarrassing for him.
He watched her leaving and sidharth cried on the pavement because for the first time in forever,he felt like he lost her.
He lost the only good thing in his life!!!!
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Don't kill me plz🙄....waise i jammed it into one taaki zayada na khiche ye separation.
Aur sidharth ka pov bhi aayega in the next update along with the reconciliation and ofcourse the therapy session with yours truly.
I am not feeling great today...so i will be interacting less...i hope you understand.
I love you guys❤