The days slowly passed after I made the call to Kyle. Every day seemed to be the same. Wake up, shower, eat, watch TV, eat, talk to Matilda, watch TV, eat, watch TV, sleep, and repeat.
You would think that with an estate so large, they would have more things to do. As it turns out, there somehow was nothing. No tennis courts, volleyball nets, pools, basketball hoops, lakes, or gardens. The outside was absolutely dull.
The back yard consisted of a furnished deck area, but after that, it was just an acre or two of plains before the woods hit.
I guess with all this business work, no one has the time to run around, but it was quite bizarre that Jason wouldn't invest in any activities at all.
Back in Florida, he always talked about playing volleyball with his friends on Saturdays. I wonder if that was what he was really doing.
Either way, it was needless to say that I was bored, hell, even Owen was bored out of his mind- and that boy is never bored.
"So, what is Kyle like over there? Is he as horrible as you mentioned?" Matilda questions as we rest in the comfortable lawn chairs, "I hope he isn't hurting you or Owen."
"He's not the... worst person in the world I suppose," I reply, tilting my head to the left in her direction, "he cares for Owen, but I'm scared I guess. Staying with him means Owen will become him. That's pretty terrifying for me. Then, he says he wants another child because he missed out on Owen's baby-hood. It's ridiculous. He can be ridiculous."
"Well, I mean he isn't wrong for him to want another. He just shouldn't expect you to be the one to... you know, provide."
"I guess you make a point there, it's just frustrating. He's the one who pushed me away the first time, and now he expects so much from me. I just want Owen's happiness, but is it selfish to also want my own?"
"It isn't selfish at all, actually," Matilda responds, shrugging her shoulders, "from what you have told me about your past life and all, it's almost like you've never had a break, and never had a moment just to decompress and think about yourself. Just ask yourself what you want, and try to incorporate that into what Owen needs." She pauses for a moment, letting out a soft sigh. "Owen needs his father in his life, so work around that. I mean, you're already married to the guy, just give it a chance. If it doesn't work out, try shared custody."
"You make it sound so easy." I roll my eyes, shifting onto my left side a bit.
"It can be if you let it. It isn't easy to forget the past, and I understand that. He was an asshole back then, and did some horrible things to your heart, but now he is trying. He's trying to protect you and Owen, and he wants to provide you both it's a life where you don't have to work all day, everyday, and still come out short on rent money. He's trying to be the one you needed back then. Think about that."
Nodding my head, I close my eyes for a moment in my thoughts. I hadn't looked at it this way before. In my head, Kyle was just the bad guy, all the time, but now... I can see that he has changed. Still, he gets on my nerves whenever he has the chance, but he isn't just playing with me. He realizes that things have changed... and perhaps Owen and I are worth fighting for.
"You are right... oh I can't wait until I'm out-" my voice lowers into a whisper, "of this hell. Maybe things will be different between him and I... husband and wife."
"Good. You deserve to be happy, Laine. Now, you finally have the chance."
Later that day, Owen and I were strolling through the parlor, moving to the dining room to prepare to eat dinner. As we do so, Jason storms in through the front door, a dozen of his men following behind. He looked livid, and his face was bright red.
"Bad news," he grunts our, motioning for the men to move upstairs, "Kyle's men have located us. They are almost an hour away. We've got to relocate." Jason looks at us expectingly, awaiting our panic.
"Daddy's coming?! Mommy! Daddy's coming to get us! We're going to go to the zoo like he promised!" Owen shrieks gleefully, jumping up and down next to me.
By this, Jason's anger would turn into more of an annoyance. "Your father is a very bad man, he is coming here to hurt us all."
Owen's face would contort into a heavy frown, his eyes drooping with sadness. "No he's not! He's the best person in the whole wide world-" he declares, puffing out his chest lightly, "other than Mommy."
Jason would steer his eyes to me, glaring lightly. "Shut the child up and go with Matilda. We won't let him get you this time," he speaks gruffly, before stomping off.
It takes all my self restraint not to roll my eyes at his last bit. His intentions are wrong, so very wrong. Now, I have to stall as much as I can. Freedom can come in an hour if we time it correctly.
Taking Owen's hand, I begin to lead him off to Matilda and Ricky in the dining room. Slowly, I explain it all to her, hoping she will miraculously come up with a genius idea.
"We can always... set something on fire?" Matilda suggests, biting her lip.
"That could work... but that's also arson... and might make us leave earlier... WAIT! I've got it. Once the weapons and items are loaded, Owen here will 'need to pee'. I'll convince Jason to let us use the restroom, and we will be as slow as humanly possible at doing it."
"That is the dumbest and most genius thing that I have ever heard," Matilda snorts, nodding her head. "Let's do it."
Im back and trying to write without getting a headache! Woooooo!
I know I've been gone way too long... and I am so sorry! This beginning of the year has been so crazy! I'm never home to write! Now, things are still crazy- but a little less... crazy if you know what I mean.
Anyways, here's a few memes for the wait.