“ I'm not scared of falling in love ... I'm scared I'll be the only one to fall ...again ”
It's been two weeks since the robbery incident and jimin was grateful nothing bad had happened since then .
Jungkook just spent most of his time at home not going out not receiving phone calls just trying to ignore the world outside , he wanted to confront wooshik but he was just too scared .
And somehow spending time with jimin was the only thing that distracted him from overthinking about the whole situation .
He was in a lot of stress ...
He was scared to confront wooshik , was scared that he'll get rejected again ...he was in stress because of his office .
Since he shifted here nothing was going well ...he wasn't giving musch time to work which was very unlikely of him.
Mr.chul and other people at the office were trying to contact him that there company was going through a rough state and that jungkook needs to go there and handle everything .
But it wasn't easy , he was stressed out he didn't wanted to work he just wanted to take some rest ...in any other circumstances he would have asked taehyung to attend the meetings on behalf of him but he was out of station for an important business meeting .
*Sigh* guess I'll have to do everything alone ...i need to meet wooshik , he's making me go crazy i need to talk things out ...
‘ gosh this headache ’ jungkook groaned in pain ... because of stress he couldn't sleep much and everytime he trued to sleep his nightmares came back ...
He has been getting a lot's of nightmares lately ...
He even sees jimin in them...in place of wooshik he sometimes sees jimin walking away from him ...he didn't understand why but he was still Haunted by them .
He didn't want jimin to gi away
He was afraid he was catching feelings for jimin ...
But how is that even possible ...i ... him-
Even if he didn't have feelings for him , he was sure that he was very fond of the other .
Jimin always made him feel things ... things that he never felt .
Everytime he was near him he wanted to be...better.
‘ master -ah s-sorry jungkook can i come in ? ’ jimin asked knocking on the door .
‘a-yeah come in ’
‘ i bought you some coffee , thought it'll help you with your headache ’. Jimin smiled
Why do he have to care so much...
‘ hmm ... thanks jimin ..i think it's pretty late you should go and sleep ’
‘oh-ok I'll go then ...call me if you need anything ’.
Jungkook was trying his best not to get too attached to jimin but jimin had different plans he would always take care of him and try his best to get close to jungkook...
He even took care of jungkook when he fell sick last week .
He was somehow always there when jungkook got nightmares .
Everytime jimin tried to ask him about his nighmares , jungkook shut him up and jimin got an idea that he didn't wanted to tell him about them so he never asked again .
But still sat near him , caressing his forehead everytime jungkook woke up screaming hyperventilating covered in sweat .
Jimin was always there...
He was everywhere...
And jungkook didn't want him to be ...he didn't want to repeat the sane mistake again.
He was scared ...
He was scared that he'll fall in love .
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Jungkook walked out of his room towards the kitchen the living room was dark ...he saw jimin sleeping peacefully on the couch .
He couldn't help but stop and look at him .
Just looking at him made him feel calm.
Jimin was angelic...
He's so beautiful.
Jimin started to sleep downstairs again .
When they first came here jungkook asked jimin to sleep downstairs because somehow having him near made jungkook sleep peacefully .
He wasn't haunted with nightmares everytime jimin was around ...
So he asked him to sleep here again ...
There were two reasons
One ...he didn't want jimin to sleep in the room upstairs because...he didn't like that room anymore he only used that room with the people who he used to forget about wooshik ... and the idea of jimin sleeping in that room just didn't make him feel very well .
Two he knew that jimin was scared of being alone ...so he made him sleep downstairs so he would be there everytime jimin needed him.
He didn't wanted to leave him alone since the ghost incidence ...
So now jimin started sleeping downstairs again and everything was normal ...at least it felt like it.
But jungkook knew that running away wouldn't change anything .
He knew someday je would have to face wooshik ...he would have to go to work ...
He couldn't just hide forever ... and he knew that.
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It was morning and jungkook had already left the house telling jimin that he had some important things to do and jimin was glad that jungkook was back to work because he had overhead jungkook speaking with Mr.chul many times.
He didn't know why jungkook was avoiding going out but he was happy that jungkook was back to work again .
Right now he was helping nina and lacy with work gossiping with them about some tv shows that they watched together .
He was happy with them ...they were like elder sisters jimin never had and he was grateful that now he was allowed to work with them and talk to them .
Jimin started reading and gardening too .
He loved the new flowers he planted they were precious to him he even named them .
‘ jimin look isn't this picture cute ?? ’ nina said showing him a picture of lacy and her with lacy's little sister .
‘ it is !! very cute’ he said showing his smiley eyes.
‘ i wish you were there too ...ahh why can't you leave this house , it's soo annoying we had so much fun yesterday at Lay's sister's birthday ’ nina said rolling her eyes she was mad that jimin didn't get to hang out with them.
‘ we missed you a lot jimin ’ lacy said pouting .
( This is how the girls look )
‘ I'm sorry i couldn't come but ...but did she like my present ? ’ jimin asked suddenly remembering the roses he gave lacy for her little sister's birthday .
‘ yes jimin she loved them so much , she said thank you to you ...well she also wanted to meet you but ... anyways let's go and watch something fun yeah ? We have lot's of time left and we are already done with all the work ’ .
‘ yeeeeh let's go ’ nina shouted dragging lacy and jimin along with her .
Jimin liked being with them a lot ...but he was scared he would loose them too ...
He knew that he wouldn't get to be with them forever so he was already preparing himself for the separation .
He knew that in his life happiness didn't last forever and so does the people who make him happy .
Nina and lacy were very hardworking and sweet...lacy was orphan like jimin too she only had a little sister that she needed to take care of , her parents died in a car accident .
And nina had a bed ridden dad...he mother was also sick and old so she had to take care of them.
Both of the girls were really hard working and caring too and jimin was proud of them ...
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They played for 2 hours and after that nina and lacy left as there working hours were over .
It was 10 pm and jimin was waiting for jungkook so they would have dinner together.
Yes ...jungkook and jimin started eating toghter and jimin loved it ...
Jimin was aware of his feelings for jungkook ...but he knew that he wasn't in a place to love someone... and that too his master ...he was just a slave.
And he kept on reminding himself it over and over again.
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There he was standing in front of wooshik's two-story apartment...it was very ordinary looking.
He left me to live here in his shithole... jungkook thought to himself.
Not realizing that love is much more than luxury and wealth ...
It is much more than the gifts and surprises. Love is made of feelings and emotions, it's measured with the beating of the heart and not the balance in the bank account.
Love isn't just about feeling happy and being with each other... it's about feeling safe, it's the connection between two hearts ...the connection between two souls and not just the bodies.
Back then Jungkook was way too young to fall in love and understand what it was ... and now he was way too drowned in his possessiveness ego and obsession , he was blinded by the will to get wooshik back that he didn't realize that he didn't love the other that he just wanted to have him back more than spending his life with him and loving him.
In his fight to get his love back ...he forgot what pove truly meant .
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He walked towards the door hesitating a bit before clicking the doorbell on.
After a few long seconds, a man opened the door with a smile on his face.
Soon enough he heard his voice...the voice he could never forget... his hyungs voice, wooshik called out -
‘ who is it, honey Is it the mail you've been crying about the last 24 hours’ he chuckled coming towards the door... jungkook could see him over the man's shoulder who was standing in front of him.
A happy wooshik came, holding a spoon and wearing a kitchen apron.
And it hurt jungkook seeing him so happy...so happy without him.
Living a peaceful happy life ...he somewhere deep in his heart wished wooshik to have a terrible life ...he wished to see him crying and running into his arms saying that he still loves him and that he still WANTS to be with him.
But ...that seemingly wasn't the case.
They were a happily married couple, even if jungkook didn't want to believe it.
‘ Jung-jungkook ’ wooshik's expression changed as he recognized who was standing at the door.
Same with jason he recognized jungkook too ...his smile started fading as he stared at him and looked back at his husband who was standing there in shock with eyes wide open.
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This chapter was kinda like a filler chapter , i had to do it to follow along the story line .
I hope you liked it ...
Word count - 1780
( 14th may 2022)
‼️Next chapter will contain violence and other disturbing themes do not read if it triggers you !!
‼️‼️ I repeat please read the tags and the ( intro i.e the warnings) before proceeding with this story .