Bucky was sleeping the whole day...I was scared about him cause he was really weak...I never saw him like that before...
He couldn't walk, talk or even look at me for 2 minutes without falling asleep.
So as we had lunch he skipped and ran to the bathroom.
As he felt asleep again I brought him upstairs and started crying...I was scared that he was in pain...if course he was but I never saw him like that...that was to much for me so as I tuck him in I kissed him and started crying.
Bucky:„stevie..."
Steve:„buck!"
Bucky:„ever-"
He stopped talking and felt asleep again.
Steve:„darling stay with me..."
I stroked over his cheek and then I walked downstairs with my phone.
Nat:„hey Steve! Here eat something!"
Steve:„no thanks!"
Nat:„he will be ok!"
Steve:„i know...he is a fighter!"
She stroked over my hair and saw my red eyes as I looked up to look into hers.
Nat:„steve...come here."
She hugged me and I started sobbing into her shoulder.
After some minutes I calmed down and walked upstairs to take his temperature.
Steve;„well...38.1 (100 F)! It's going down honey!"
Bucky:„i love you Steve!"
Steve:„you are feeling better obviously!"
Bucky:„a little bit!"
I put more blankets over him so he would stay warm and brought him tea.
Bucky:„stevie..."
Steve:„drink the tea!"
Bucky:„alright..."
He drank it and after that he felt asleep again.
~6 pm~
Bucky started crying in sleep and kicking around.
Steve:„hey hey hey buck...shhh...buck..."
Bucky:„stevie...Steve!"
He opened his eyes and looked at me in tears.
Steve:„shh it's ok...it was just a bad dream!"
Bucky:„please stay..."
Steve:„alright!"
I wanted to sit down into the chair which was standing next to the bed but he pulled me into bed.
I was leaning against the bed and Bucky laid down on me and put his head on my chest.
Bucky:„steve...?"
Steve:„hm?"
Bucky:„talk...please..."
Steve:„you should rest honey I don't know if it's good if I talk now!"
Bucky:„then please make some sounds I don't know...I just don't like it quite..."
Steve:„alright..."
He started listening to my heartbeat and I started humming a song.
Some minutes later he started writhing in sleep so I kissed his neck down and he stopped.
~morning~
Steve:„hey buck..."
Bucky:„morning..."
He hugged me tighter and gave me a kiss.
Steve:„could I take your temperature?"
Bucky:„sure!"
Steve:„36.8! The fever is gone!"
I kissed him passionately.
Bucky:„i love you!"
Steve:„i love you more..."
That day we were just sitting downstairs on the couch cuddling and watching movies or doing something on our phones.
As I looked down at Bucky I saw that he was watching videos of parents playing around with their kids.
Steve:„buck..."
Bucky:„hm?"
Steve:„uhm...nothing! I love you!"
I wanted to tell him that we could start a family too...but suddenly I was scared to say something...
Bucky:„well...I love you too!"
We kissed and I felt bad for not saying anything about it...but I was a little bit embarrassed cause all the others where here too.
Tony:„i think you two are really cute!"
Steve:„thanks tony!"
Tony:„i just wanted to ask if you want to go out for a walk or something?"
Steve:„sure! Just let us change!"
He nodded and tony sat down on a chair.
~upstairs~
Steve:„buck..."
Bucky:yes?"
Steve:„,you know...I wanna start a family too! And-"
Bucky:„you want?"
I nodded not knowing what would happen next or what he's thinking what I was thinking...
Bucky:„we should think about it carefully!"
Steve:„y-yeah that's probably the best idea..."
Why was he watching these videos?! What's wrong? Have I done something wrong again?
I let it be and walked out.
Tony:„so let's go!"
Bucky:„why are we going on a walk with....you?"
He asked with a little anger or jealousy in his voice.
Tony:„well cause you wanted to!"
He looked at me and then back at tony.
Tony:„you know...I just wanted to say I want you both to move in! You can stay as long as you want!"
Steve:„tony...we were thinking about a family..."
Tony:„alright I'm gonna get you an extra room!"
Steve:„no...the problem is we want to move out when we have a kid..."
Tony looked confused but then he nodded.
Tony:„if that's what you really want then sure!"
Steve:„thanks tony!"
We kept walking and I took Bucky's hand.
He looked up to me and smiled.
After an hour tony said he will go back but I wanted to stay outside so Bucky staid too.