⚠️suicide⚠️
I woke up looked at the clock to see that it was 5 am.
I was still very tired and embarrassed by that what happened last night.
My phone started buzzing and I saw a text from Jack.
Jack:„hi!"
Y/n:„hi!what's up?"
Jack:„just wanted to say hi haha."
Y/n:„ok haha!"
Jack:„wanna meet up today?"
Y/n:„i don't know maybe!"
Jack:„alright! Text me then! Haha I'm tired so good night again;)"
Y/n:„night night:))"
Suddenly my door opened and my dad's walked in.
Steve:„since when are you awake?"
Y/n:„i woke up 5 minutes ago...why are you awake?"
Steve:„we have a mission!"
Y/n:„again?"
Steve:„yeah we are sorry..."
Bucky:„and we will come back about 9pm so we don't want to see that again!"
Y/n:„what?"
Bucky:„y/n! You know what I mean!"
Y/n:„yeah....but can I have my knife back?"
Bucky:„no!"
Y/n:„ugh..."
Steve:„we love you! Bye sweetie!"
Bucky:„don't do anything stupid until we come back!and don't forget we love you dolly!"
Y/n:„i love you too! Bye!"
They gave me a kiss and walked out.
I heard how the door closed behind them so I let myself fall on my bed again and felt asleep.
~1 pm~
I woke up and was really surprised cause I slept so long.
I changed into a Los Angeles hoodie and sweatpants.
I walked downstairs and started texting with Jack.
Jack:„sooo wanna meet up in like 2 hours?"
Y/n:„hmmm OK!"
~2 hours later~
I walked up to him and we hugged.
We were talking the whole time until it was 7pm.
Then he must go home so I slowly stumbled back to the compound.
~8 pm~
I got bored and ran out for a run.
But before I ran out I wrote a letter: uhm hi!
I don't really know what to say....
I just wanted to thank you all for your help, support and everything else!
You all mean a lot to me but I can't live like that anymore....
I love you dad! I mean both of you! I'm sorry that I wasn't the perfect daughter or student...but I really tried ...
I just want to be happy again but I can't!
I will see you in a minute...
Love y'all
Y/n...
I was running about an hour then I arrived at a bridge.
I looked down and thought about to jump.
~9 pm~
I slowly climbed over the railing while tears were running down my cheeks.
~avengers pov~
Tony:„yeah that was kinda funny!"
Steve:„hm...no!"
He said sarcastically and everyone started chuckling.
Bucky:„so where is our princess? Y/n!"
Y/n didn't answered so we walked upstairs but we still couldn't find her.
Loki:„GUYS! WE ARE HAVING A BIG BIG BIG PROBLEM!"
he ran out of the compound.
Tony:„what's wrong with him?"
Thor:„i think he read y/n's letter..."
We read it too and started searching after her.
~y/n pov~
I cried out loud and jumped.
~5 minutes later~
Someone dragged me out of the water and helped me with first aid.
I opened my eyes and started coughing.
Loki:„hey hey hey shhhh I have you!"
I looked at him while he was holding me against his body.
Y/n:„what happened?"
Loki:„i want to know that from you! What were you thinking?!"
Y/n:„im sorry..."
Loki:„i was so scared... c'mon let's get you home!"
I was still shivering so he picked me up and I put my arms around his neck.
Y/n:„loki...."
Loki:„is everything ok? Does something hurt you?"
Y/n:„no..."
I lied to him.
Everything was hurting and I couldn't feel my legs.
He opened the door where everyone was waiting.
Bucky and Steve were crying.
Loki:„guys?"
Everyone looked at me and Loki cause we were completely wet.
Bucky:„y/n?! Please tell me she's fine!"
Loki:„yeah!i mean i don't know...we should do a check up..."
Bruce:„let me and stark do this...lay her down on the couch!"
Loki put me down, when I felt that I wasn't in his arms I woke up.
Loki:„hey how are you?"
Y/n;„loki..."
I wanted to stand up but fainted to the floor.
Tony:„hey hey hey take it easy! Lay down!"
I laid down and they started doing the check up.
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