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I updated today because I can't update tom! So for the people who' are awake and are reading this right now, hello my fellow late owls, and the people who will read it in the morning, good morning my early birds.
Now, the last story was so funnn!!!
But this, ahahah !! Idk just enjoy this whole story!! The idea is super new I hope you guys like it! ( geninuely I am sweating, I am super nervous if you guys will like this. I just want some trust in my plot and my writing )
And I think this is gonna be an actual SHORT STORY!'
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Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
(Shehnaz Kaur gill)
Hi guys! This is me, Shehnaz Kaur gill.
Damn my name sounds so fancy and like you know if I belong from some really big ass wealthy rich family?
Oh na na, I am 17years old and there's nothing special about me leaving the fact I love someone even though he doesn't loves me back. Aah, totally cliche, but kya karun guys Channa mereya is my national anthem!
Yeah, so this is me with medium normal chocolate hair. Everything about me is just normal, but my bestfriends AJ and Tvisha says my dimples are super cute. I mean aren't they a face defect? If you expect me to be really good in academics, then wohooooo you're wrong.
But hey I am good at acting, I mean I was a born theatre kid. Leaving that, currently I am staring at this piece of work whom everyone calls it Sidharth shukla.
Can there be anything or anyone cuter, handsomer- err is there any word like that? Anyways, sweeter than my Sidharth?
Guys I feel like I am the leader of the Ek tarfa club, like I have been crushing on him since 4 years now. He's my neighbour, classmate and love. Wait, I feel as if someone is calling my name.
Wait, shit shit shit ouch.
A piece of chalk was thrown at my way as I cursed and looked up.
Mrs. Sharma was glaring at me and shouted, do you even have some shame? You just flunked in these exams and you don't even study. And right now when I am teaching all you are doing is procrastinating.
I roll my eyes and then slowly turn my eyes to look at sidharth, who is doing his answers quietly looking like an angel.
Why god why ? He's so perfect, perfect grades, school president everything is so perfect.
Ouch.
Another chalk was hit my way and that unsatisfied woman shouted, OUT OF THE CLASS.
I smiled at her and then looked at my bestfriends shaking their heads, I winked at them as I looked at sidharth one more time and left the room.
I ran to the theatre room and switched on the lights.
I quickly ran to the stage and sat in the middle and closed my eyes.
My favourite time pass was to imagine and day dream about my future with Sidharth.
Me getting married to him, me waiting for him after he comes from the office and me pressing his head to cure his headache while he rants about his office life.
People call me crazy, they call me mad because I love someone who doesn't cares about me.
He has always ignored my gifts, my words but somewhere I still feel happy.
Like you know even if I died tomorrow I would not regret that I didn't tell him you know.
I smiled and checked my watch, yay it's finally time to go home.
I quickly take my bag and run to the exit and stand there as the students start to leave.
My eyes longed for that one person who would come outside looking like a model holding some SAT SOLVING BOOK I DONT KNOW?
I giggled as I saw him the same way and I waved frantically to gain his attention.
He looked at me with his typical sidharrh poker face and said What?
I smiled and said can we go home together?
Sidharth- I am walking.
I smiled and said then I will walk too.
I walk next to him as my heart was already doing summersaults and looked at his face shinning in the bright sun.
God I am clown, i full blown clown.
I clear my throat and say, Umm Sidharth I have something to give to you!!
Sidharth looks at me and then looks again on the road.
I sigh and then go behind him and keep a piece of paper in his bag and close the zipper carefully.
I look at him and say, Please could you come with me and see the fireworks tomorrow?
Please!?
Sidharth stops and sternly looks at me and says, I have to study.
I bite my lips and say, Just for an hour! This thing only happens once in a year and I-
Sidharth- Okay. But I will bring people with me.
I jump happily and say Thankyou so much!
And I quickly run away to my house blushing hard.
It's the best day of my lifeeeee! He agreed to come.
I ring the doorbell and my mother opens the door and goes back to her room. I sigh and lock the door.
I hear few shouts from her room and shake my head.
I lock my room and quickly video called my best friends and shout, GUESS WHAT?
AJ- lemme guess ! Sidharth looked at your direction today?
Tvisha- Um no! I think his shoulder touched yours today while walking?
I pout and say ITS BIGGER! HE AGREED TO COME TO THE FIREWORKS WITH ME TOMORROW !
Both of the girls scream and shout I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU SHEHNAZ!
I smile until my cheeks hurt and then say, can I stay at one of your guy's place tomorrow! He's back in the house.
Aj looks at me worried and said He's back? That fucking jerk!
Tvisha- You can stay at my place tomorrow but you will have to sneak in because you know my mom doesn't likes you even if you die kinda!
I sigh and nod my head.
Tvisha- Cheer up baby, don't take anything to your heart! It's your time to shine. Kal just main toh kehti hu jump on him and kiss him.
I laugh and then suddenly I hear loud banging on my door.
I shudder while my friends say, Why doesn't your mother say anything?
The man on the other side of the door yells, YOU BITCH COME AND MAKE SOME FOOD ! I AM HUNGRY!
I look at them and say I have to go, stupid Stepfather is calling me!
They look at me with those pitiful eyes I hate and nod with a kiss and a little take care.
I go out and quickly make the dinner and lock the door again, I am too happy to be around that man.
I just wish all of this ends you know.
I then remembered I am going to meet Sidharth tomorrow, I quickly take out my crayons and colour page and start scribbling my favourite lines from different theatrical plays. I have always done that, I couldn't find myself writing very cheesy lines so I quote heartfelt messages from the movies and the theatre I see. And I think I have given around 100 sheets of paper which he gave surely thrown.
But at least he holds them for a minute or so, I think I am really happy with that.
After working I switch off the lights as I dream about my beautiful day with him tomorrow.
The next morning came way more earlier than I thought.
It was a Sunday, so I quickly made the whole 3 meals for the man and my mother and quickly changed myself into a beautiful white top with jeans.
As I leave I hear my mom ask, where are you going?
I look at her and say, to see the fireworks.
She nods as I leave.
I go and sit on the bench where everyone would gather around in the evening and start to watch my favourite theatre play on my phone.
Haaish! God I really love happy endings, I mean who doesn't? I really want a happy ending for myself with Sidharth you know.
You might think of me as a very clingy girl, but no honestly you know i somewhere feel he cares for me too. Like walking slowly so I catch up, to sometimes throwing bottle of juices and food when I skip my meal with the excuse he doesn't want to eat or drink anything and he doesn't wants it to be a waste.
I smile as I see the evening getting darker.
It's around 9pm now as I wait for Sidharth to come.
I sigh and sit down as I checked it's 10pm now.
Now I really get worried for him, just half of the fireworks are left.
10:30, and I see him coming with.. a girl?
Pang pang pang. My heart.
No no think positive. It could be his sister, or anything.
Yes yes sister.
Sidharth comes towards me and asks the girl to stand near the place everyone is standing watching them fireworks.
I smile at him gleefully and say, You came! Thankyou so much for coming Sidharth!
I really lo-
He stops me and says, I came here only to tell you Shehnaz that you should stop. I don't love you and it's better if you focus on your studies and not waste your time.
I painfully smile and say I don't want you to love me back just don't be cold towards me that's all-
Sidharth- are you really that desperate for having a boyfriend or what Shehnaz?
That girl you see there right? She's my girlfriend! Now you watch the fireworks and leave please. Our boards are coming Shehnaz, GO AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
I gulp down the lump in my throat and then bite my lip and say, here take this! It's from my other favourite play. I am never gonna loose my hopes on you Sidharth. I am gonna come again tomorrow to annoy you okay?
Sidharth- WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ARE YOU MAD? I DONT LIKE YOU CANT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE? AARGH ITS GETTING SO ANNOYING SHEHNAZ KAUR GILL.
My chest was hurting, but I smiled and said Okay okay relax I am leaving but don't you miss the main part of the fireworks. When two totally different colours come together and form a beautiful shade. I am leaving!
I keep my letter on the bench as I looked at him again for the last time and smiled with tears in my eyes.
I walked down the side of the road as channa mereya played on my phone.
Tears fell from my eyes, as I looked up in the sky.
Suddenly I heard a big horn and everything got blank for a moment. It was a car coming my way.
I screamed and closed my eyes, and jumped out from the way.
I sighed as I looked at my self that I jumped on the right time and saved myself.
Suddenly I saw everyone running towards the place I was standing.
I froze, my whole mind was blocked. I couldn't breathe anymore.
My body was their lying on the road covered with the pool of blood as the car was no where to be found.
My eyes fluttered closed as it started to rain heavily and my body was sprawled on the ground with my top covered in blood, and I could faintly hear people screaming and the sound of sirens and everything was blank after that moment.
No words. Just trust me lmaoz 😭
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