Sidnaaz- Tales of Love✨❤️

5.2

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(Shehnaz PoV)

I smiled at sidharth who was making some noodles for us to eat.
He looked at me and said What are you smiling at?
I smiled even harder and said, You.
He shook his head and continued to make noodles.

We sat down and started to eat quietly.
I cleared my throat and said, I have some really important questions to ask you.
He nodded, and I continued- So first of all when I died and whatever did I have a lot of scars and my concealer ran out and I mean was I without makeup when you saw me?
My eyes went on his knuckles turning white, i gulped and said I mean if you don't wanna talk-
He sternly looked at me and said, I didn't see you.

My smile vanished and I said, No- not once you came to see me for the last time when I died? Do you hate me to that existent?
I got up from the chair with tears and ran out of his house going through doors and ran to the terrace and sat on the railing of the terrace.

Tears fell from my eyes continuesly as I thought about how much he hates me that he didn't wanted to see me for the last time?
Was it too hard to love-

No! I heard his voice from behind.
I wiped my tears from the back of my hand and said, Go away right now. I will come back don't worry!
I didn't hear any movement, suddenly someone held my arm.
I looked at the side and saw him looking at me intently.
He said, you were always scared of heights right?
I smiled sadly and said, It was because I was scared that I would die but now there's nothing to loose.

He didn't say anything he sat down next to me still holding my hand as if I would fall down and looked at the dark sky while I did the same.
After 10 minutes he said, I couldn't.
I looked at him confused, when he while looking at the sky said again, I couldn't see you for the last time.
I couldn't see you bleeding, lifeless and with scars. In my memories I would want to remember that girl who would run after me with a big smile which could light up anyone's day. I couldn't see you with your eyes closed which would never open. I couldn't just see you again for the last time.

I bit my lip to control myself from crying again when I saw him, tears where falling from his eyes too.
I looked down and said I am sowwy! I over-
He looked at me and said No, I always underreacted. Now let's go down.
I looked at him and said what do you mean?
He ignored the question and walked back downstairs.

I paused and let his words process in my mind.
I couldn't imagine the horror my friends would have seeing me so lifeless and never waking up again. My family would have been devasted because that face which would always shout and laugh wouldn't wake up again.
I always think, people opt the option to kill themselves. Why?
I wish if they knew that how traumatised their family and friends would have been seeing them like this.
Someone has rightly said, suicide doesn't ends pain, it just passes it on to someone else.
Only if people knew how important life is.

I got up from there and quickly ran back to his house.
I was already so tired that I decided to sleep on the couch.
I closed my eyes and let the sleep take over.

The next morning I woke up to someone shaking me continuesly, I swatted the hand away and shouted Sidharth get away.
GET AWAY!
The person poked my nose and said, Wake up I am not Sidharth!
I groaned in my sleep and said, Then I don't care about you! Go go!
Suddenly I was lifted in the air and I opened my eyes in panic.