I'm not ready yet (⚠️)

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A/N: /!\ warnings /!\ it's gloomy /!\ be careful /!\ take care /!\

~♡~

Daddy
Please stay for me
I still need you

Daddy
Please wait for me
I have so much to tell you

Daddy
Please fight for me
I can't bear to lose you

Daddy
If you can hear me
Please let me hear you

~¤~

The ground is so shaky
Or is it just my legs all wobbly

The world is so blurry
Or is it just my eyes all teary

The sky is so fuzzy
Or is it just my mind all hazy

Everything is so heavy
Or is it just my heart all jittery

~¤~

You're my
greatest treasure

But also my
constant fear

For I love you
more than ever

But dread when you
would disappear

~¤~

The care and support
you've always offered me

I can't thank you enough for
and many things really

Nor can I do you justice
in this lifetime or any

And now your time with us
is all up to the Mighty

~¤~

How I'd like to wake
up from this dream

But sleep had fled me
and I want to scream

To the unfairness
and cruelty of this realm

Wish I could just stop
and change the film

~¤~

You've always been
so strong

Now in the hospital
it seems so wrong

I can do nothing
just bitting my tongue

~¤~

Crying helplessly
so far away in this hole

Praying fervently
the heavens for a miracle

Wishing desperately
for you to recover from it all

~¤~

I have yet to say
thank you

I have yet to say
I love you

I'm not ready yet to say
goodbye to you

~♡~

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