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MORNING came and I am tired, not that I have a weak stamina but because I was exhausted of the fact na ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag-intercourse after all those years. My friends told me to let go but I just can't. I tried to erase her from my mind but nothing ever happened.
She's still in my heart.
Ewan ko kung anong oras na pero ang alam ko lang ay tanghali na pero ayoko pang bumangon dahil natutulog pa si Avani sa braso ko at ayokong gumalaw. I don't want to wake her up because I know she is exhausted as much as I am. Ngunit kahit puyat ay pinili kong bumangon and thanked God na hindi siya nagising. Nagbihis muna ako ng boxers at shirt then cleaned up the mess we did last night and lastly covered her body with the sheets. Naghilamos ako at pumunta sa kusina para magluto ng makakain namin.
NAGISING ako at nakitang wala na si Zach sa tabi ko. I sighed and remembered the happenings last night. Because of the pleasure I experienced last night, I am convinced that I will be facing the concequences right now.
I tried to get off the bed and as expected, I can't move properly. Masakit! I knew this would happen but I'll take responsibility for this, ginusto ko 'yon at hindi 'to kasalanan lahat ni Zach kasi tinanong niya naman ako kung sure ba ako at ako mismo ang nagsabing Oo.
"Zach!" I called him and raised my voice so he can hear me from outside. Kailangan ko kasi ng kaunting tulong. Walang pang isang minuto ay natatarantang pumasok si Zach sa kwarto at tumungo sa direksiyon ko.
"Is something wrong? Are okay? May masakit ba sa iyo?" he asked in a worried tone.
"Kumalma ka nga." I smiled at his reaction. "Oo may masakit sa akin, down here," I said and pointed down. I'm not wearing anything and I wasn't ashamed of it. Wala namang dapat ikahiya pa since nakita niya rin naman na lahat.
"Oh, down there?" he asked as he kneeled on the ground.
"Check it out, please," I said and slowly laid my body on the bed.
"It's red and swollen," he whispered worriedly as he touch my legs and opened them wide so he can clearly see what's the problem down there. Tinulungan niya akong bumangon at kinunan ako ng damit niya na malaki at pinasuot iyon sa akin. Hindi niya na rin ako pinasuot ng panty. He carried me in bridal style at dinala sa kusina.
"Let's eat first para may laman ang tiyan mo so you can take your meds, " sambit niya at dahan-dahan akong nilapag sa lamesa at hindi sa upuan.
"Ouch!" I hissed when my labia ached. He halted just to look at me with sad eyes full of remorse. He hugged me out of nowhere. I was able to reach his back and give it a pat.
"Sorry, I caused you that," aniya sa nagsisising tono ng pananalita. Pinaharap ko siya sa akin at hinalikan sa labi. "Don't be, it's not your fault okay? It's my decision to give it to you." I gave him a smile para ipaalam na maayos lang ako at hindi ko siya sinisisi.
"But still, if that's what you say then paglilingkuran nalang kita!" He volunteered with such enthusiasm and I was happy with his suggestion. I mean, who wouldn't? That means I can rest all day long and worry nothing at all.
"So ano pong maipaglilingkod ko sa inyo, kamahalan?" Nag bow pa siya na katulad sa mga pelikula at parehas kaming natawa dahil don.
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REMEMBER (R SERIES #1) COMPLETED
General FictionShe can't remember him but he's willing to do everything just to let her remember. Will she remember things she had in the past or won't even remember a thing? But what if painful truth be revealed? Will it make things right or just make their situa...
