What Would It Be? (COMPLETED)

#22

But now? Bakit pa siya nagpunta rito? "One week na kaming magkasama, Stefan. At saka may date sila ni mommy so siyempre hindi kami puwedeng sumama!"

Bumagsak ang tingin ko sa mga hawak. They are huge kind of paperbags! Ang bigat din! Don't tell me he gave me things that his father gave to them?

Hindi naman nila ako family, ah?!

"You won't go anywhere?" he asks.

"No.. N-nasa kuwarto lang ako these past few days.." bumaba ang tingin ko sa front area niya.

A vague memory flashes in my mind and I quickly looked away. Good Lord, Stefa! Gising pa ang mga bata!

"Great! Can I come inside? Ayoko rin umalis.." he smiled.

I don't know what made me agree to what he asked for, shouldn't I be pushing him away, at least for now kasi naaalala ko pa rin lahat ng nangyari noong gabing iyon?!

"You're right, nakakaantok nga sa kama mo," tumawa siya nang makita ang kama ko.

Mas lalong nag-init ang pisngi ko at binaba na lang ang mga hawak. "Nagdala ka ng mga paperbags tapos ipapahawak mo lang sa akin."

He stood by my door, "That's yours.. Bigay ni dad.."

"Huh?"

Lumapit siya sa akin at mabilis naupo sa sahig. God! Stop, Stefan?! Can't you just fucking forget it just like what happened before?!

"I'll help you out," nagsimula siyang tanggalin ang ribbon ng iba.

Ginawa ko rin ang pag-upo niya dahil hindi ko talaga maiwasan na maisip lahat! Can I have a break at least for a while?

Nagsimula siyang alisin lahat ng nasa loob. One second, nasa mga damit ang atensyon ko. They all looked like expensive and smells expensive.

And one second, pinapanood ko na lang siya na ibalik at ilabas ang ilang gamit sa paperbag.

I watched his hair sway as he tries to put the clothes back in a good way.

I watched his eyes blink every three seconds.

I watched him licked his lips every time it felt dry.

And gah... something's getting bad inside me and the only way to get rid of it was to kiss him. Again.

If I kiss him right now, will he recall what happened?

Was he so drunk that he fucked me so good, I almost said I like him, too?

Napailing na lang ako sa iniisip.

"Hey, nakikinig ka pa ba?" binato niya sa akin ang isang panyo. Nabalik tuloy ako sa ulirat.

"Yeah.. Continue.."

Umiling siya. "Hindi ka nga nakikinig. Kanina pa ako tapos," I flinched. "Anyway, just accept it. Dad will be mad if you don't accept it.."

Saglit kumunot ang noo ko at ngumiwi, "Wow, he even think of me?"

He nods his head, "Grab it or he'll be mad at you kapag nagkita kayo uli dalawa," tumayo siya at pinagpag ang likuran ng shorts.

Arte. Hindi naman marumi sahig ko. I just swept it a while ago.

Since I'm still sitting on the floor, my eyes focus the tiny hairs on his legs. God. That's so sexy for him.

"Are you mad?"

Tumingala ako, "Para saan naman?"

Nginuso niya ang mga nasa harapan ko. Tumawa ako at niyakap silang lahat. "No. Just shocked, but thanks. Pakisabi.."