I feel like this world covered me in plastic
And I feel so much
Behind this thin clear sheetI feel like
I feel nothing
And it feels like everything
Just like I am overheating underneath
And I think
I'm going to hyperventilate and pass outAt any given moment
I wish everyone would stop saying I'm just rude
That they can't see the film that keeps me from them
Every time I hear it
I fear I'm only seconds away from an explosionAnd then I am
And then I'm not
And then I miss the burnThere is something to be said for an atomic bomb
I feel how lonely it must beTo set fire to
Everything you touchLike they're not the ones
That named you
A disasterAll you want to do
All you've ever wanted to do
Is touch somethingBut you have no idea how
And they have no idea how hard you pretend to only be a forest fire
Or how hot and sticky plastic gets
How you just want to take it off and breatheYou know you could learn to control it
If they only let you
But they always let you know
Just how much earth you scorchedAfter they told you time and time again
How beautiful it was to watch your bonfireSo you put that plastic back on
Feel it stick onto your skin
Feel your skin stick to your sweat
Feel your sweat stick to your tongueFear tastes so salty that way
Tears tooAnd you wish you could just learn
To glow
YOU ARE READING
Si cor meum erat, a libro, hoc est, quomodo legere
PoetryUndecided if this is to stay or disappear. Bit like me then.