Without you - final draft

Surprise.

Surprise.

I found my parents in the living room, watching TV. I sat down on the chair opposite the sofa and said “look I really love Liam and I want to move out there with him, I miss him so much” my parents laughed, this wasn’t going to plan. My mom then said “baby we know and that’s why we bought a house out there” she was smiling, am I dreaming, I said “really!!” my mom and dad both nodded, I went and hugged them then ran upstairs to call Liam. Liam answered, I screamed, he said “babe what’s the matter?” really worried, I shouted, “I’m moving to Australia my parents bought a house!”  He was the worst at believing people as again he said “really?” so I shouted “yes!” he laughed and said “when babe?” I properly should have stayed downstairs with my parents to find out the details before calling Liam. I said “I don’t know, but I’ll text you when I find out” he said “okay well I got to go to bed, you got to remember the time difference babe, I love you good night” I said “I love you too, can’t wait to see you again, good night” I then walked downstairs to ask my parents for the details. They told me that we were moving in a month, a month I can’t wait that long. We were going to be living in a house near Liam’s, when they told me the full details; the whole family was there, my nana, my brother and my sister. My nana was coming with us as she didn’t have anyone else. I went up to my room after all the details were told and texted Liam everything I got told and he texted back “a month really?” wow that really thing was getting annoying but I loved him and texted back “I know” it was only 2pm but I really felt like going to sleep. So I took a nap. I woke up from my nap and seen my nana at the end of my bed, I said “oh hey nana” she said “hello dear, you must truly love this boy to be moving to be with him” I smiled and said “nana you don’t even know, I hate it when I’m without him” I could tell my nana anything. She smiled and said “I felt like that with your granddad” I smiled I missed my granddad he had died two years ago and I was there for my nana, we became really close after that. My nana asked me what Liam was like and I said “well I could be a while” she smiled and so did I then I carried on “he’s the sweetest person I’ve ever met, he’s so kind and gentle and romantic” she laughed and said “well I can’t wait to meet the boy” I smiled and said “so is there anything else you wanted to ask me?” she smiled and said “well, Marcus told me what you did” I looked down and said “oh” “he told me not to tell you” she said, I didn’t really mind, I mean I would have told my nana anyway. I said, “well, do you hate me?” she said “no of course not dear, but did you use protection?” well I did on the Thursday but I can’t remember Friday, did I. I said, “I’m not too sure” she looked disappointed and then she said, “dear, if you get pregnant I hope your ready” when she said that I felt truly sick, I mean really sick. I ran down the hallway to the bathroom and was sick in the toilet, I felt horrible. I wiped my mouth and drank from the tap, then went back to my room, when I walked in my nana said “are you okay?” I smiled and said; “ I’m fine now” my nana smiled and left. I’m going back to sleep I feel terrible. I went back to sleep easily.

A week had flown by, I truly missed Liam. I was still being sick, I didn’t know why. I woke up suddenly and ran to the bathroom again and I was sick in the toilet again, I really didn't know what was going on. My mom came in the bathroom while I was being sick and said, "What is the matter?" I sighed, "Mom I really don't know, I was sick yesterday as well" she looked at me concerned and said "we should take you to the doctors" I nodded and went to my room to get my coat. When we got to the doctors, we had to wait 10-15 minutes and I felt sick again. When my name got called, we walked to see the doctor and he checked me over and said, "You need to go to the hospital" I was shocked, what was wrong with me. We had an ambulance to the hospital, I was really nervous when we got to the hospital, I was put on a bed and waited for the doctor to come and see me. My mom stayed next to my bed the whole time, when the doctor finally came she checked me over and asked me what I had eaten in the last couple of hours I said "I haven't eaten anything" he nodded and wrote something on the chart. I was connected to a machine with some wires, they were really uncomfortable. The doctor came back and said he had to run some tests, I was getting more nervous. I had done some tests and I really didn't like them, then the doctor came back and said he knew what was wrong with me, my mom was sent out for the doctor to tell me alone. He sat at the end of the bed and said, "Well, I have a feeling you've been up to something?" I looked at him stupidly I had no idea what he was off about and then he said, "Leila, we think your pregnant" I was shocked I truly didn't know what to say. He then said, "I think you should tell your mom, who knows about what you done?" I sighed and said "my boyfriend, my brother and my nana" he nodded and said "I know it's legal so I won't give you a lecture but I hope your ready Leila, I'll go get your mom now" aw how I was dreading this moment, my mom came and said "baby what's the matter, you look white" I sighed and said "mom, I have something to tell you" she nodded and I said "mom, I'm pregnant" she didn't speak. Aw no. She finally spoke; she said, "Umm, who's is it?" I said Liam's she nodded again and said, "When did you do ‘it’?" I said "Friday" she nodded again and said "ok well I know your old enough but I had hoped that you wouldn't be the first to have a baby, I thought it would have been your brothers girlfriend" I nodded and said "I'm sorry mom, it's just that a I truly love him" she nodded and said "I know baby and I can't say much, I had your brother at about your age" she smiled, I smiled too and she hugged me. The doctor then sent me home. When I got home, I rang Liam, he sounded worried when he answered the phone, he said "Leila what's wrong, why have you called me so late" tears ran down my face, I whispered "I'm pregnant" he didn't speak for a while then he finally said "what are you going to do?" I sighed and said "I'm going to keep it, will you help me" he said "of course I will baby, miss you so much, I hope you can come out here sooner" I wiped the tears from my eyes and said "umm, I hope so, I miss you too and I love you babe" he said "I love you too and we will get through this baby, I promise I won't let you down, goodnight baby" "goodnight" I said. I decided to go down and ask my parents if we could move to Australia any sooner. My mom had told my dad as soon as we had come back and he didn’t take it as well as my mom, he’s hardly spoken to me. They were in the kitchen talking, I walked in and my mom smiled, my dad hardly looked at me, I said “is there any chance we can move out to Australia sooner?” my mom looked at me and said “why baby?” I smiled and said, “I want to be with Liam” my dad butted in and said “don’t you think you’ve done enough with Liam” I could see he wasn’t taking this pregnancy thing well. My mom looked at him and he said sorry then my mom said “well I’ll have a look to see if we can get an earlier flight” I said “thanks mom” and I hugged her. I then went upstairs. On the way up the stairs my brother caught me, he said “I thought I told you to use protection” I looked at him and said “we did, I just, well, I think we done it on Friday too, without protection” he looked at me disappointingly, I walked past him before he could say anything else. I went to my room and lay on my bed, stroking my belly. Everything would be easier if Liam was here, with me or me with him in Australia. I really hope my parents can find a flight, soon. I can’t believe I will be a mom soon, I looked at my belly, it was still flat, I had hoped that Liam wouldn’t leave me and he isn’t so I just hope it stays that way. i got up and went on my laptop, Lana, Nathan, Miley and Elle were on, I spoke to Elle and Miley, I don’t know whether to tell them, I don’t think I will, not yet. I only just realized it’s my birthday in 2 months, I’m going to be 18, wow, and I’ll be a mom, this year is going to be hectic. This day has dragged Liam hadn't texted me or nothing since I told him I was pregnant. I really hope our relationship doesn't change. I went on my laptop and seen that Elle and Miley were on, I don't know if I should tell them. I went into a conversation anyway, I asked them if anything had happened while I was away. Miley said "I had my hair cut and dyed" Elle said "I bought a new handbag" I smiled they were both so random I would miss them. Miley then asked me "so have anything happened with you?" I had to tell them I was moving. I said "yeah I have some news" Elle said "well do you mind telling us" I then said "I'm moving to Australia" Miley was the first one to type she said "when" I said "well it's in a month but my parents are trying to find me an earlier flight" Elle then said "oh. Do you know many people out there?" I said "yeah only a few" they didn't say anything for a while. Elle soon said, "Well, we will miss you" I then said "yeah I will miss you guys too" and I would miss them, they were my best friends. My mother called me from downstairs I said I would be right back on my laptop and walked downstairs. When I got to the living room, my mother said to me "I have found an earlier flight, but it's too early for us but if you want to go out on your own, that's fine with me" I nodded then said "when's the flight?" my mom then said "well, Friday" it was Tuesday now, I said "yeah that's fine, I'll tell Liam" she smiled and said okay. I went upstairs, on the way up I rubbed my belly, to think that something was living in there was amazing. I got to my room and told the girls I was leaving on Friday, Elle said "oh, I'm going to miss you so much, keep in touch" and Miley said "I can't believe you are actually going" I was truly upset to be leaving my best friends behind. I shut my laptop down after saying goodbye and went to bed, I really didn't want to leave my friends behind but I really can't wait to see Liam.