"I'm too young to fall in love. I'm too young to be heartbroken.I'm too young to meet my one great love.I always want to have everything I want 'coz I'm an only child. I'm an only child yet I feel so unloved, unappreciated and unimportant. Yes, I'm an only child or do I really am?"
Napangiti ako nang mabasa ko ang sinulat ko sa aking mini journal. Hindi ko alam pero kahit 17 years old palang ako ay gusto ko ng makita ang one great love ko.
Only child lang ako and if you think that I have everything I want, nagkakamali ka. Okay, let's say that I have lots of money, expensive gadgets, branded clothes and I even own a condo. But that's not what I want.
I want my parents back.
Well, hindi pa naman nila ko iniiwan dito sa mundo but it's more likely than that. Andyan nga sila, pero never naman nilang naparamdam sa 'kin na mahal nila ako. Mas mahal pa nga ata nila yung trabaho nila eh.
I want their love and attention.
And para makuha ko yun, kailangan ko pang gumawa ng kalokohan para mapansin nila ko. I'm actually a consistent honor student since I started studying. Pero kahit ganun, di pa rin nila maibigay yung time nila sakin. Kaya para makita naman nila nandito ako, na nageexist ako, gumagawa ako ng kalokohan.
One of my so called "kalokahan" ay ang pakikipagrelasyon ko while I am still studying. Alam ko kasing yun ang ayaw nila. So, bilang ganti ng hindi nila pagbibigay sa 'kin ng kanilang love and attention, ginagawa ko ang bagay na ayaw na ayaw nila. In fact, minsan pinagsasabay sabay ko pa sila.
Naglalaro ako ng feelings.
Isa pang dahilan ng matinding pagkagalit ko sa parents ko ay ang paglalayo nila sa 'kin sa first love ko. He was really a kind boy kaya hindi ko sila maintindihan kung bakit ayaw na ayaw nila sa kaniya. Well, I understand na sobrang bata pa kami noon. We're just in grade 6 back then, just so you know. Pero pag sa ibang boys naman before hindi sila ganoon, I mean di nila ko pinapalayo. But it's really different when it comes to my first love. That's why I started playing love and boys also.
Masama na kung masama. But I don't really care.
I'm an only child pero bakit hindi nila maibigay yung simpleng kagustuhan ko?
I am Canarish Eleana Buenavista. I'm an only child.
Or do I really am?
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Ficțiune adolescenți[COMPLETED] She's too young to fall in love. She's too young to be heartbroken. She's too young to meet her one great love. She has always wanted to have everything she wants 'coz she's an only child. She's an only child yet feels so unloved, un...
