17.It's fine to be not fine.

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A/N: I know, I know, I FUCKING KNOW!!!! I TOLD YOU I WILL EDIT ALL CHAPTERS! But chapter 18 I will get done today, and it will be out at 9am Monday! And it will be edited...Ofc...Enjoy!

Marks P.O.V.

When I asked him "How are you?", he didn't say anything for a moment...I didn't talk to him in like...What? 2...4 weeks? So I was kinda having a little tiny panic attack. Then out of nowhere he answered.

"I'm fine." 

That tone...That broken tone he used. I knew he wasn't fine, he's broken. I know that because my bother was...Broken once I suppose. I wanted to say, 'Its okay, Sean...I'm here', but I cant, if I don't know what the problem is...So I just change the subject.

"Did ya get the note..."

"Fuck you, Mark!"

I didn't say anything for a moment. "What did I do?" I asked Jack, worried and scared, not for me but for him. "I JUST GOT OUT OF A SHITTY RELATIONSHIP, AND YOU PULL THAT SHIT!!!" Jack yelled at me throw the phone.

"J-Jack, I'm so so-sorry." I was trying to calm him down a bit, but it didn't sound like he was gonna be anywhere near calm. "MARK, WHAT THE FUCK!!!" he calm down a little tiny bit before specking again, "Why do you have to like me, Mark?"

I didn't know what to say...I mean I really don't know how to answer that, but I try my best and say, "I don't know...Your just...Something else, Sean.".  I can tell he's been crying because his voice sounds so dead, or just sad. 

I just sit still on my dark red-brown, soft, and freshly clean chair, eyes tearing up. He was just not saying anything for about 2 minutes, but then he spoke and he sounded like a broken record, "Don't, just don't...P-please Mark, just stop. Don't talk to me in...I don't know a fucking week." then he hung up.

I put my phone done on my lap slowly and softly. What did he mean? I thought him and Gab were doing grate, and it ended nicely and not like...Well bad, I think. I got up from the chair and walked slowly to my bedroom, its 4:51pm, wait...4:52pm now.

I cant deal with this right now, so here I am lying in my dark gray bed. 

(A\N: Yeah, I know, a dark gray bed is kinda ugly but whatever...)

I pick up m phone and text Jack...

Mark: Its fine to be not fine...

-Message read-

I put my phone down next to me and close my eyes, and find myself drifting off into my sweet or scary dreams.


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Edited-5/31/2020

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