For someone really special ♥️

Treat you better (part one)

Kristina

I stare at the ceiling wondering how everything ended up this way, I loved them both, I still do, and I tried to have them both, I don't anymore, I lost them and to be honest I regret it.

I regret practically everything that happened in the last months less meeting him, well, maybe I should regret that, because if I didn't meet him I wouldn't be like this right now, I wouldn't have lost her and him, everything would be fine.

Honestly, if the girl I was eight months ago looked at who I am right now she'd freak out, she'd call me a slut and yell and slap me for ruining everything with the person that meant the most for me, she'd also be disappointed, ohhh so disappointed, but she wouldn't be able to judge me, because she'd become me, she'd fall for him too and she'd make the same mistakes I did, but how could that naive girl know what she was doing? Well, I guess I should go back in time and look for the red flags so I knew what was actually happening between me, him and her.