A New Start

41- regrets

Xavier's p.o.v

So it's 3:27am , and I'm kinda having a breakdown, I'm currently sitting on the bathroom floor with a huge pillow under my ass and large bag of Cheetos while I cry.

You see I did something, and it's a bad thing but I don't think it's a bad thing , but it is.

You see I slept with Al , but he was drunk , so does that mean I raped him? , like he didn't give permission, so I took advantage of him right.

Oh my god , I raped al!!! , I think I was crying loudly cause , Al knocked on the door.

"Um..Xavier , you okay?" Alistaire said sounding very tired but concerned
"A-ah I'm okay!"I replied wiping my tears
"Really? You sound like you're crying?" Alistaire said confused
"Well maybe I want to cry"I told him as I cried.
"Okay okay , you can cry , but why are you crying?" Alistaire asked as he scoffed.

I didn't reply

"I'm coming in Xavier ,open the door"Alistaire said

I got up and I opened the door, Al stood there looking worried , he's also shirtless, he rubbed his eyes and entered the bathroom , but did I mention that he was shirtless.

"Xav what's wrong?"Al said as he hugged me.
"I-I did something...really..really bad"I said still crying.
"It can't have been that bad"Al said rubbing my back
I moved my head so we were face to face.
"Alistaire, I'm pretty sure I raped you!!"I told him literally crying the Niagara Falls .
"What? , no you didn't Xav?!" Alistaire said softly
"I did , you were drunk like really drunk , and I made you...do it with me, without your permission!"I said not even sounding human at this point
"Oh my sweet baby boy , yeah I was drunk but I knew what I was doing"Alistaire said to me while pushing away a strand of hair from my face that had gotten stuck.
"W-wait really?"I asked sniffling
"Yes you stupid melon"Al said chuckling softly

I hit his chest, and puffed, he just laughed.

"Come on , lets go back to bed!"Al said ruffling my hair.

I just walked past him and went into bed.

Around 20 minutes later

So we are in bed , Al has his arms wrapped around me ,and I keep thinking about when we did it , if he remembers it , then he must remember anything weird I said , oh my lord , that's sooooo embarrassing!!!, I'm gonna cry.

Still this doesn't mean I'm gay , it just means I was a hoe for a night , it happens to everyone!

Ughhhh why me Jesus , why me?

Okay I know it's a short chapter but I still haven't gotten back my files so here's something I made up!

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